Dr. Loehmann Quotes in A Little Life
Part 6: Dear Comrade: Chapter 3 Quotes
“Jude,” says Dr. Loehmann. “You’ve come back.”
He takes a breath. “Yes,” he says. “I’ve decided to stay.”
Jude has finally decided to take therapy seriously, and as he tries to tell Dr. Loehmann the story of his life, he thinks of Willem (the only person he’s been able to tell his story to), becomes overwhelmed, and flees Dr. Loehmann’s office. Jude considers leaving the building but heads back at the last minute, explaining to Loehmann, “I’ve decided to stay.” Taken literally, Jude’s words express that he has decided to persevere through his sadness about Willem and finish his therapy session. Taken figuratively, his words suggest that he’s decided not to attempt suicide again, and that he has decided life, however full of suffering it may be, is worth living.
These are the words the reader hears Jude speak, though—indeed, not long after this therapy session, Jude dies by suicide, a revelation that Harold conveys in the next (and final) chapter, which Harold narrates. The juxtaposition of hope with hopelessness puts the reader in the shoes of Jude’s closest friends who have been by his side as he oscillates between agony and relief, optimism and despair, and recovery and decline. Just when it seems that Jude has finally had a revelation that might, at last, be the key to his recovery, he’s overcome with self-doubt, pain episodes, a health scare, or hopelessness, and he’s right back where he started. This back-and-forth motion between hope and hopelessness, recovery and decline, has dominated the entire book, yet it is shocking nevertheless that Jude should make one final switch to abandon hope and leave not so long after he’d “decided to stay.” The shock of Jude’s suicide underscores the unpredictable and cruelly indifferent nature of human suffering.
Dr. Loehmann Quotes in A Little Life
Part 6: Dear Comrade: Chapter 3 Quotes
“Jude,” says Dr. Loehmann. “You’ve come back.”
He takes a breath. “Yes,” he says. “I’ve decided to stay.”
Jude has finally decided to take therapy seriously, and as he tries to tell Dr. Loehmann the story of his life, he thinks of Willem (the only person he’s been able to tell his story to), becomes overwhelmed, and flees Dr. Loehmann’s office. Jude considers leaving the building but heads back at the last minute, explaining to Loehmann, “I’ve decided to stay.” Taken literally, Jude’s words express that he has decided to persevere through his sadness about Willem and finish his therapy session. Taken figuratively, his words suggest that he’s decided not to attempt suicide again, and that he has decided life, however full of suffering it may be, is worth living.
These are the words the reader hears Jude speak, though—indeed, not long after this therapy session, Jude dies by suicide, a revelation that Harold conveys in the next (and final) chapter, which Harold narrates. The juxtaposition of hope with hopelessness puts the reader in the shoes of Jude’s closest friends who have been by his side as he oscillates between agony and relief, optimism and despair, and recovery and decline. Just when it seems that Jude has finally had a revelation that might, at last, be the key to his recovery, he’s overcome with self-doubt, pain episodes, a health scare, or hopelessness, and he’s right back where he started. This back-and-forth motion between hope and hopelessness, recovery and decline, has dominated the entire book, yet it is shocking nevertheless that Jude should make one final switch to abandon hope and leave not so long after he’d “decided to stay.” The shock of Jude’s suicide underscores the unpredictable and cruelly indifferent nature of human suffering.