Stephen is Susannah's boyfriend, who is seven years older than she is. Susannah describes his eyes as being honest and trusting, making Susannah feel as though they've been dating forever. At the start of the memoir, the two have been dating for four months. Stephen witnesses Susannah's first major seizure and rides with her to the ER. Though seeing Susannah so ill is heartbreaking, after she's admitted to the hospital, Stephen vows to stay with her as long as she's there. Others refer to him as the "Susannah whisperer," as Susannah is calmer when he's around. Nurses allow him to stay long past the end of visitor hours because Susannah doesn't try to escape when he's there. Once Susannah returns home, Stephen visits often. They attend parties and weddings together, and Stephen makes sure that Susannah is comfortable and takes charge in conversations. About a year after Susannah first became ill, Susannah and Stephen move in together. Stephen is anxious about this transition and the responsibility of caring for Susannah in case she becomes ill again, but he pushes through his discomfort. He checks in on her obsessively when she goes out without him, which Susannah resists. Their relationship finally returns to an equal partnership once Susannah stops antagonizing him for checking in on her.
Stephen Quotes in Brain on Fire: My Month of Madness
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Chapter 9
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"You don't have to do that," I insisted, my voice mellowing as I returned, almost instantly, to my old self. Manic episodes can fade away as quickly as they arise. "I don't want her to worry."
Chapter 11
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Even during this time when I hardly recognize myself, there are still shadows of the real Susannah, a person who cares what her family and friends think, who doesn't want to cause them pain.
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Chapter 38
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I had asked him many times why he stayed, and he always said the same thing: "Because I love you, and I wanted to, and I knew you were in there." No matter how damaged I had been, he had loved me enough to still see me somewhere inside.
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Chapter 50
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The friends and relatives I interviewed would never have used the term skittish to describe me, but every now and then, when I'm on the subway and the colors seem brighter than normal, I think, Is it the lighting, or am I going crazy again?
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Stephen Character Timeline in Brain on Fire: My Month of Madness
The timeline below shows where the character Stephen appears in Brain on Fire: My Month of Madness. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
Chapter 2
Several days later, Susannah wakes up in her boyfriend Stephen's bed, feeling as though the bedbug scare and her pitch meeting are a distant memory....
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Susannah has Stephen's apartment to herself, as Stephen has already left for band practice. As she lies in...
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The urge to continue digging for more incriminating evidence against Stephen persists, and Susannah tiptoes to his dresser. She wonders if he might have cameras going...
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Susannah checks her phone and finds that she's been going through Stephen's things for two hours, even though it only felt like a few minutes. Then her...
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Chapter 3
Over the next few days, Susannah feels wracked with guilt over going through Stephen's things. At work one day, she asks Mackenzie, the editor for the features page, for...
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...now moved down the left side of her body and into her toes. She calls Stephen, who suggests she see a doctor. Susannah laughs this off and asks Angela for a...
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Chapter 4
...of mono. She spends Saturday in bed and then decides she's well enough to join Stephen, his sister, and her husband at a Ryan Adams show. They meet at an Irish...
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Chapter 5
...two days off of work, she wakes late in the morning feeling refreshed and calls Stephen. She insists they go to Vermont, which they'd been planning to do but postponed when...
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Stephen tries to convince Susannah to stay home, but then Dr. Rothstein calls Susannah. She answers...
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...of the mountain, she suffers a panic attack at the thought of having to ski. Stephen convinces her to try and follows her down. By the time she's halfway down, the...
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Chapter 7
...be the cause of this strange outburst. She thinks that she's bad at her job, Stephen doesn't love her, she's crazy and stupid. Her colleagues begin filing in after the funeral...
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...and asks her what's going on. Susannah mentions that she's bad at her job and Stephen doesn't love her, but admits that there's more wrong—though she doesn't know what it is.
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When Susannah gets home that night, later than usual, Stephen is already there cooking dinner. Rather than take Angela's advice and tell Stephen the truth,...
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Stephen hands Susannah a plate of pasta, but she can barely look at it without gagging....
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Chapter 8
Susannah tells the reader that she woke Stephen up that night with low moans, squeaks, and then grunts. He thought that Susannah was...
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Chapter 9
...she's dying because of the MRI lab technician who flirted with her, and she commands Stephen to get her out of the room immediately. Stephen looks frightened. When a doctor assures...
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Susannah quietly tells Stephen that she's dying of melanoma. When she sees tears in his eyes and he tells...
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Stephen insists he has to call Susannah's mom, but Susannah, suddenly back to her normal self,...
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The next morning, Mom bombards Stephen with anxious questions. Stephen, Mom, and Allen try to convince Susannah to move back home...
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Chapter 11
...a diary of sorts. She writes that she loves working, has to break up with Stephen, and that bipolar makes her who she is. Earlier that day she'd spoken to Dad...
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...Susannah walks into the living room and announces that she needs to break up with Stephen. Mom and Allen nod, but Susannah then announces that she needs to quit her job...
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On Friday, Stephen comes to visit and takes Susannah out for dinner. He takes her to an Irish...
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As Susannah and Stephen walk to the car, Susannah is gripped with the urge to either break up with...
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Chapter 12
The day of Susannah's EEG appointment, she outright refuses to go. Stephen finally convinces her to get in the car. As she and Stephen sit in the...
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...they're in Chinatown. She demands coffee and food, and Allen sharply navigates to a diner. Stephen thwarts Susannah's escape attempt, so Susannah walks into the diner, followed by Stephen. Despite the...
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Chapter 17
...looks at a doctor's face and the face ages before her eyes. She turns to Stephen, who also appears to age. When Susannah turns back to the doctor, the doctor suddenly...
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Chapter 19
...hard to be in the same room even after being divorced for eight years. When Stephen visits, Susannah appears to relax and become calmer. The second night he visits, however, Susannah...
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Chapter 21
...that the hospital is a place without time: there are no clocks or calendars, and Stephen likens the atmosphere to an Atlantic City casino. Susannah develops an affinity for two nurses,...
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Stephen plays a Ryan Adams concert video on a continuous loop, thinking that it might help...
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Chapter 24
...is catatonic, they can be vacant, rigid, mute, and repeat others' words. This same day, Stephen becomes angry with a nurse for asking if Susannah has always been so slow. When...
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Chapter 25
...in the hospital. Susannah describes an EEG video in which she lies in bed with Stephen, asleep. Susannah wakes and starts inhaling rapidly, but never exhales. She bends her hands to...
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...an unintelligible word over and over, yelling until Hannah finally understands that she's asking for Stephen. When she calls Stephen into the room, Susannah quiets immediately.
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...from. As the nurse begins to draw blood, Susannah jumps and slaps the needle away. Stephen recognizes that this is the psychosis resurfacing. The nurse reprimands Susannah and draws blood without...
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Chapter 27
...up in a recovery room. She can't move, but tries to wave at Mom, Dad, Stephen, and Allen. A nurse gives Susannah some water when she asks, but then tells her...
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Chapter 32
The next morning, Mom, Dad, Allen, Stephen, and one of Susannah's college friends, Lindsey, collect Susannah's belongings and help Susannah out of...
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Chapter 33
That evening, Stephen cooks pasta and Mom and Allen leave Stephen, Susannah, and Lindsey home alone. After dinner...
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Chapter 34
...listens to her roommate pray with the nurses. When Susannah is released the next morning, Stephen takes her on a drive through Summit. He turns on the CD player, and out...
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Chapter 36
A few days after her hospital stay for plasma exchange, Stephen takes Susannah to see his sisters, Rachael and Bridget, and their children. As they drive,...
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Stephen hands the children some of Susannah's stuffed animals from the hospital, and then chats with...
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...When James arrives at Mom's house after finishing his first year at college, Susannah and Stephen are out. He busies himself watching TV until Susannah arrives and hobbles into the house,...
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Chapter 37
...through downtown Summit alone, though they don't allow her to take the train to see Stephen alone. James spends all his time when he's not working with Susannah. They get ice...
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Despite Susannah's zombie-like behavior, both James and Stephen notice moments when it seems as though the old Susannah is still there. One night,...
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Chapter 38
Susannah spends much of her time waiting for Stephen to arrive on the commuter train. One day, as she sits in the car with...
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Susannah agrees to attend a barbeque with Stephen several days later. She feels self-conscious that everyone is gawking at her, but realizes now...
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Chapter 40
...at the thought of being back in the hospital. To cheer her up, Dad invites Stephen and Susannah to spend the night at his house. They sit in the backyard with...
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...walks to the outdoor speakers, and puts on Rihanna's song "Umbrella." She looks back at Stephen, Giselle, and Dad, and begins swaying happily. Stephen gets up to dance with Susannah, and...
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Chapter 46
...attend Dr. Najjar's lecture on anti-NMDA receptor autoimmune encephalitis at NYU. Susannah, Mom, Allen, and Stephen are late and slip into the lecture behind Dad, Angela, and another friend. Dr. Najjar...
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Chapter 47
Susannah interviews Stephen, her family, Dr. Dalmau, and Dr. Najjar about her disease. What strikes her immediately is...
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...film depicts many of the symptoms of the disease in children, and Susannah notes that Stephen cannot watch the film because it makes him think of Susannah's seizures and strange panic...
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Chapter 50
...live alone. After months of worrying, she brings up the possibility of moving in with Stephen. Though he's privately anxious about becoming Susannah's caregiver, he agrees without hesitation.
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Stephen has changed too: he's now a worrier. It took months for his and Susannah's relationship...
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Chapter 52
...experiences when a friend takes her to an Irish pub. Susannah remembers being there with Stephen before the Ryan Adams show. She vividly remembers being disgusted by her fish and chips,...
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A year after she moves in with Stephen, Susannah begins unpacking boxes from her old apartment. She discovers a postcard in a little...
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Chapter 53
...name, the nurse's eyes widen and she embraces Susannah. Susannah remembers Dad feeding her and Stephen bringing her things from home. The purple lady kisses Susannah on the cheek.
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