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From the Ashes, a memoir, tells the life story of Jesse Thistle, a Canadian with Indigenous heritage. As young children in the 1970s, Jesse’s mother Blanche leaves Jesse and his brothers Josh and Jerry to live with their father Sonny, a charismatic but irresponsible drug addict and small-time criminal. When Jesse is three years old, child services remove him and his brothers from their negligent home and take them to live with Sonny’s parents in the suburbs of Toronto. The boys’ grandparents do their best to raise them and give them a stable home life in the ensuing years. Jesse’s childhood trauma, however, combines with his confusion and insecurity about his poorly understood Indigenous roots to set him on a delinquent path beginning in his early teens. He fails to graduate high school, and the carefree hedonism of his teens and early 20s gradually turns into a life-destroying set of chemical dependencies.
Jesse’s drinking and drug use occasion numerous and repeated conflicts with his grandparents, his brothers, and his romantic partners, a self-destructive cycle from which he seems unable to extricate himself. Around age 20, he hitchhikes to Vancouver and there gets his first taste of homelessness, a condition he will experience sporadically over the following decades. His ongoing substance abuse issues, meanwhile, lead him deeper and deeper into a world of petty crime, which ultimately leads him to be framed in a murder case. He violates the cardinal rule of non-cooperation with the police in order to protect himself and bring the real killers to justice, a decision he never regrets but which does alienate him from his criminal companions.
During his years of living on the margins of society, Jesse also suffers increasingly severe health crises, including falling from a building and nearly losing his leg. On multiple occasions, he gets himself arrested and spends time in jail in order to have a place to physically recover and get off the streets. At some point during these years, Jesse gets an oblique hint that his father may have permanently disappeared shortly after Jesse and his brothers were confiscated by the state.
When Jesse has reached the absolute depths of his despair, he convinces a judge to allow him to exchange yet another jail term for a year in rehab. This time, Jesse finally gets sober, takes up his education again, and reconnects with Lucie, a middle school crush. Upon release, and with Lucie’s encouragement, Jesse makes amends with his grandparents and enrolls in college to study history. His coursework reconnects him with his Indigenous roots, prompting a joyous reunion with his estranged mother and a research trip back to his ancestral homeland in Saskatchewan. Jesse marries Lucie and becomes a rising star in the field of Canadian Indigenous studies, thankful to have finally overcome his circumstances and found his place in the world.
