Looking for Alaska

Looking for Alaska

Alaska is Miles’ love interest at Culver Creek. She is smart and loves quoting poetry, but she can also be moody and unpredictable. Alaska loves sex, smoking, drinking, and pulling pranks. She occasionally reciprocates Miles’ romantic, or at least sexual, interest, but also has a boyfriend named Jake. Alaska decides that the biggest question in life is how to “escape the labyrinth of suffering.” When Alaska was young, her mother died in front of her, and Alaska failed to call 911. Alaska dies in a car crash halfway through the novel.

Alaska Young Quotes in Looking for Alaska

The Looking for Alaska quotes below are all either spoken by Alaska Young or refer to Alaska Young. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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). Note: all page numbers and citation info for the quotes below refer to the Speak edition of Looking for Alaska published in 2008.
2. One Hundred Twenty-Eight Days Before Quotes

“That’s the mystery, isn’t it? Is the labyrinth living or dying? Which is he trying to escape—the world or the end of it?”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker), Miles Halter
Related Symbols: Last Words, The Labyrinth
Page Number: 19
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6. One Hundred Ten Days Before Quotes

“Y’all smoke to enjoy it. I smoke to die.”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker)
Related Symbols: Smoking
Page Number: 44
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10. One Hundred Days Before Quotes

“Well, later, I found out what it means. It’s from an Aleut word, Alyeska. It means ‘that which the sea breaks against,’ and I love that. But at the time, I just saw Alaska up there. And it was big, like I wanted to be. And it was damn far away from Vine Station, Alabama, just like I wanted to be.”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker)
Page Number: 53
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“Jesus, I’m not going to be one of those people who sits around talking about what they’re gonna do. I’m just going to do it. Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia…You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the past.”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker)
Related Symbols: The Labyrinth
Page Number: 54
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11. Ninety-Nine Days Before Quotes

“Sometimes you lose a battle. But mischief always wins the war.”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker)
Page Number: 56
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29. Two Days Before Quotes

“Best day of my life was January 9, 1997. I was eight years old, and my mom and I went to the zoo on a class trip. I liked the bears. She liked the monkeys. Best day ever. End of story.”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker), Mrs. Young
Page Number: 115
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“It was the central moment of Alaska’s life. When she cried and told me that she fucked everything up, I knew what she meant now. And when she said she failed everyone, I know whom she meant. It was the everything and the everyone of her life.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young, Mrs. Young
Page Number: 120
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30. One Day Before Quotes

“Pudge, what you must understand about me is that I am a deeply unhappy person.”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker), Miles Halter
Page Number: 124
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31. The Last Day Quotes

“This is so fun…but I’m so sleepy. To be continued?”

Related Characters: Alaska Young (speaker), Miles Halter
Related Symbols: Last Words
Page Number: 142
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“We left.
We did not say: Don’t drive. You’re drunk.
We did not say: We aren’t letting you in that car when you are upset.
We did not say: We insist on going with you.
We did not say: This can wait until tomorrow. Anything—everything—can wait.

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Chip Martin (The Colonel), Alaska Young
Page Number: 132
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32. The Day After Quotes

“I could hear the Colonel screaming, and I could feel hands on my back as I hunched forward, but I could only see her lying naked on a metal table, a small trickle of blood falling out of her half-teardrop nose, her green eyes open, staring off into the distance, her mouth turned up just enough to suggest the idea of a smile, and she had felt so warm against me, her mouth so soft and warm on mine.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Chip Martin (The Colonel), Alaska Young
Page Number: 141
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“I know so many last words. But I will never know hers.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young
Related Symbols: Last Words
Page Number: 142
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33. Two Days After Quotes

“And now she was colder by the hour, more dead with every breath I took. I thought: That is the fear: I have lost something important, and I cannot find it, and I need it. It is fear like if someone lost his glasses and went to the glasses store and they told him that the world had run out of glasses and he would just have to do without.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young
Page Number: 144
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“Goddamn it! God, how did this happen? How could she be so stupid! She just never thought anything through. So goddamned impulsive. Christ. It is not okay. I can’t believe she was so stupid!”

Related Characters: Chip Martin (The Colonel) (speaker), Alaska Young
Page Number: 145
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56. One Hundred Eighteen Days After Quotes

“So we gave up. I’d finally had enough of chasing after a ghost who did not want to be discovered. We’d failed, maybe, but some mysteries aren’t meant to be solved. I still did not know her as I wanted to, but I never could. She made it impossible for me.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young
Page Number: 212
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“But we knew what could be found out, and in finding it out, she had made us closer—the Colonel and Takumi and me, anyway. And that was it. She didn’t leave me enough to discover her, but she left me enough to rediscover the Great Perhaps.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Chip Martin (The Colonel), Alaska Young
Page Number: 212
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“And POOF we are driving through the moment of her death. We are driving through the place that she could not drive through, passing onto asphalt she never saw, and we are not dead. We are not dead! We are breathing and we are crying and now slowing down and moving back into the right lane.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Chip Martin (The Colonel), Alaska Young
Page Number: 213
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59. One Hundred Thirty-Six Days After Quotes

“He was gone, and I did not have time to tell him what I had just now realized: that I forgave him, and that she forgave us, and that we had to forgive to survive in the labyrinth.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young, Takumi Hikohito
Related Symbols: The Labyrinth
Page Number: 218
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“I would never know her well enough to know her thoughts in those last minutes, would never know if she left us on purpose. But the not-knowing would not keep me from caring, and I would always love Alaska Young, my crooked neighbor, with all my crooked heart.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young
Page Number: 218
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“Forgetting her mother, failing her mother and her friends and herself—those are awful things, but she did not need to fold into herself and self-destruct. Those awful things are survivable, because we are as indestructible as we believe ourselves to be. When adults say, “Teenagers think they are invincible” with that sly, stupid smile on their faces, they don’t know how right they are. We need never be hopeless, because we can never be irreparably broken.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young, Mrs. Young
Page Number: 220
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“So I know she forgives me, just as I forgive her. Thomas Edison’s last words were: “It’s very beautiful over there.” I don’t know where there is, but I believe it’s somewhere, and I hope it’s beautiful.”

Related Characters: Miles Halter (speaker), Alaska Young
Related Symbols: Last Words
Page Number: 221
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2. One Hundred Twenty-Eight Days Before
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...he should call him “the Colonel” instead of Chip. Then he takes Miles to meet Alaska, who has a single room because her roommate was recently expelled. When Miles sees Alaska,... (full context)
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After buying cigarettes from Alaska, the Colonel and Miles go down to the lake and Miles smokes for the first... (full context)
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...reason for smoking, so it might as well be that it will keep bugs away. Alaska shows up and she introduces Miles to the last words of Simón Bolívar, as recounted... (full context)
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Miles doesn’t know how to respond, so he asks Alaska about the books in her room. She says that this is her Life’s Library. She... (full context)
3. One Hundred Twenty-Seven Days Before
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The next morning Miles asks the Colonel about Alaska’s boyfriend. The Colonel says that she must like him, because he’s the first boyfriend she... (full context)
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At lunch the other students discuss Marya, Alaska’s former roommate, and her boyfriend Paul, both of whom were expelled for drinking, smoking marijuana,... (full context)
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...eventually wiggles back to shore and out of his duct tape. He goes to see Alaska, and she tells him that some people have more serious problems to worry about than... (full context)
4. One Hundred Twenty-Six Days Before
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...French class and worries that his school in Florida didn’t prepare him for Culver Creek. Alaska ignores him, and Miles feels conflicted about his feelings toward her. She is smart and... (full context)
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...most important pursuit in history: the search for meaning.” This phrase makes Miles think of Alaska’s labyrinth. Miles likes the Old Man and looks forward to being taught and lectured to... (full context)
5. One Hundred Twenty-Two Days Before
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...for his dinner with Sara and her family. He tells Miles that when he asked Alaska for help, she accused him of imposing the “patriarchal paradigm” on her and refused. Miles... (full context)
6. One Hundred Ten Days Before
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...thinking about religion, but just looking away, Dr. Hyde kicks him out of the room. Alaska stand up and leaves with him. She tells Dr. Hyde that he is being unfair,... (full context)
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Alaska is angry at the Colonel and Takumi for not leaving with her and Miles, but... (full context)
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Alaska tells Miles that she wants to kiss him but she can’t because she has a... (full context)
7. One Hundred Nine Days Before
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...is the star basketball player. The Colonel describes Walston as loving weed as much as Alaska loves sex. Walston is only the star player because the rest of the team is... (full context)
9. One Hundred One Days Before
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A week later, Alaska drives a group of people to McDonalds to study. A girl named Lara has to... (full context)
10. One Hundred Days Before
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Miles asks Alaska about her name. She explains that when she was born, her parents couldn’t decide on... (full context)
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Alaska talks to Miles about how difficult it’s going to be to get out of her... (full context)
11. Ninety-Nine Days Before
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Miles, the Colonel, Takumi, and Alaska go down to the lake to smoke. The Eagle happens to be by the lake... (full context)
12. Ninety-Eight Days Before
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Miles, the Colonel, Takumi, and Alaska go to see the Jury, which is a group of twelve students who determine punishments... (full context)
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Alaska and the Colonel take the fall for smoking and keep Miles and Takumi out of... (full context)
13. Eighty-Nine Da ys Before
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Days later Miles is still confused by what happened at the Jury, but then Alaska tells him that she has found him a girlfriend: Lara. The Colonel says that Lara... (full context)
14. Eighty-Seven Days Before
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Alaska introduces Jake to Miles and Jake jokes that he hopes Miles and Lara get along... (full context)
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...that Sara broke up with him because she thought that he had hooked up with Alaska. Alaska heard Sara say this, and became furious with her for breaking “the sacred covenant... (full context)
15. Eighty-Four Days Before
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...rains for days in Birmingham, and no one socializes. Miles tries to eat dinner with Alaska, but she tells him she doesn’t feel like answering anything that begins with “how, when,... (full context)
16. Seventy-Six Days Before
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...Colonel plans to write about why bad things happen to good people. They run into Alaska on their way back to their dorms, who is furious because the Weekday Warriors have... (full context)
17. Sixty-Seven Days Before
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...takes Miles to another spot in the forest where they smoke. He tells Miles that Alaska was the one who told on Marya, and that she might have told the Eagle... (full context)
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...he figured out that no one could have known where Marya was that night except Alaska. He points out that it was actually smart of Alaska to tell on one of... (full context)
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Takumi tells Miles that the Colonel and Alaska are planning a prank, and Miles will need to be prepared to take the fall... (full context)
18. Fifty-Eight Days Before
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A week later, Alaska herself tells Miles that she ratted out Marya. Miles is very attracted to Alaska, but... (full context)
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Later that day, the Colonel warns Miles not to go after Alaska over the break because of the drama that would ensue if she cheated on Jake.... (full context)
19. Fifty-Two Days Before
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Everyone leaves for the break. Alaska takes Miles down to a spot in the forest and tells him to start digging.... (full context)
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Alaska and Miles lie in the grass reading, and Miles considers telling Alaska that he loves... (full context)
20. Fifty-One Days Before
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Alaska wakes Miles up the next morning so that he can accompany her in going into... (full context)
21. Forty-Nine Days Before
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Alaska decides that she and Miles should go “porn hunting” in their fellow students’ rooms. Alaska... (full context)
22. Forty-Seven Days Before
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A few days later, Miles goes to see Alaska, and when he gets to her room, she is melting down a candle. Miles tells... (full context)
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The Colonel shows up unexpectedly and invites Miles and Alaska to come back to his house for dinner. As they drive to his town, the... (full context)
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Alaska helps the Colonel’s mom, Dolores, cook dinner, while Miles and the Colonel play video games.... (full context)
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Dolores insists that Alaska and Miles sleep in the bed, while she sleeps on the couch and the Colonel... (full context)
23. Forty-Six Days Before
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...says that he’s grateful for the food, company, and having a place to spend Thanksgiving. Alaska says that this is her best Thanksgiving in the past ten years. The Colonel says... (full context)
24. Forty-Four Days Before
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Miles and Alaska go to Coosa Liquors, where Alaska buys her alcohol and cigarettes. Getting cigarettes is easy,... (full context)
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Later that day Alaska shows up crying at Miles’ door. She asks Miles why she messes everything up, but... (full context)
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When the Colonel found out that Alaska was the one who told, he said to her that he could never trust her... (full context)
25. Christmas
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Everyone goes home for Christmas break—even Alaska. Miles spends most of the break studying for his exams, which start the day after... (full context)
26. Eight Days Before
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Everyone returns to campus. Alaska suggests that they need to time an attack on Kevin with a “pre-prank” that will... (full context)
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Miles is annoyed at Alaska for leaving him out. It’s happened before, but Miles thought that it would be different... (full context)
27. Four Days Before
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Miles doesn’t have any details about the prank, and the Colonel and Alaska ignore him all week long. Miles uses the time to work on his religion paper.... (full context)
28. Three Days Before
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...worth of black clothing for the weekend in the barn and he, the Colonel, Takumi, Alaska, and Lara present the Eagle with a variety of reasons that they need to leave... (full context)
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...to put blue dye into Kevin’s conditioner and hair gel. The Colonel is mad at Alaska because she decided to send progress reports to the parents of twenty more Weekday Warriors... (full context)
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The Colonel doesn’t believe Alaska because she ratted on Marya, and he also points out the improbability of the idea... (full context)
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The group talks about how angry Kevin is going to be, and Alaska says that he deserves it. Miles, on the other hand, doesn’t really hate Kevin anymore.... (full context)
29. Two Days Before
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...day, the group spends the morning hanging out and rapping. They eventually start drinking, and Alaska decides that they are going to play a drinking game she has just made up... (full context)
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...Lara is happy that Miles thinks she’s pretty but reminds him that she is Romanian. Alaska says her story will beat Miles’ answer: on January 9, 1997, she and her mom... (full context)
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Alaska’s worst day was the day after her best day. She came home from school and... (full context)
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The group is stunned because no one knew that Alaska’s mother was dead. Alaska talks about how her dad blames her for her mother’s death,... (full context)
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Miles now understands that this “was the central moment of Alaska’s life.” He understands why she cried over Thanksgiving break about messing everything up. He realizes... (full context)
30. One Day Before
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Everyone wakes up hung-over the next morning, but Alaska is particularly sick. Miles suggests that she should drink less, and she tells him that... (full context)
31. The Last Day
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...neither of them know what she’s supposed to do. They end up having to ask Alaska for help, who demonstrates in great detail what Lara should be doing. Miles and Lara... (full context)
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That night, Alaska and the Colonel get drunk to celebrate the success of their prank. There are white... (full context)
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When the Colonel drunkenly realizes that Miles hooked up with Alaska, he tells Miles that things are not going to end well. Miles falls asleep and... (full context)
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The Colonel and Miles don’t understand why Alaska is so upset. She keeps saying that she forgot something and she messed everything up.... (full context)
32. The Day After
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...Miles prays that he won’t be expelled so that he has more time to kiss Alaska. The Eagle tells them that they are not in trouble, but that they need to... (full context)
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...suspicion is confirmed. Miles is sad about Dr. Hyde, but can’t stop thinking about what Alaska’s words “To be continued?” might mean. Then Dr. Hyde walks in, and the Colonel realizes... (full context)
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The Eagle finally tells everyone that overnight, Alaska died in a car crash. The room falls silent. Miles runs out of the gym... (full context)
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Miles tells the Eagle that Alaska is just playing a prank on everyone. The Eagle explains to him that he saw... (full context)
33. Two Days After
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Miles calls his parents and tells them about the car crash. They pity Alaska’s parents and Miles realizes that only her dad is left. Miles gets off the phone... (full context)
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...the cigarette light. The Colonel throws the cigarette and screams about how impulsive and irresponsible Alaska was. Miles tells him that it’s their fault that she’s dead, and the Colonel agrees,... (full context)
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Miles wonders if an instantaneous death feels instantaneous to the person dying. Did Alaska think about him before she died? Miles guesses that she was probably driving up to... (full context)
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...the day, but he turns and walks away. That night Miles has horrible dreams about Alaska’s mouth oozing with dead flesh and formaldehyde. When he wakes up, the Colonel still hasn’t... (full context)
34. Four Days After
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...he memorized the populations of every country. The Colonel says that he can’t remember what Alaska looked like, and he and Miles find her picture in the yearbook. He complains to... (full context)
35. Six Days After
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On the way to Alaska’s funeral, Miles feels so much pain that he physically hurts. He loves Alaska and she... (full context)
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At the funeral Alaska’s casket is closed, and Miles realizes that he will never see her again. When he... (full context)
36. Seven Days After
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...with the Eagle, who asked him if he was responsible for setting off the fireworks. Alaska’s aunt is coming to pick up her things, so Miles and the Colonel have to... (full context)
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Miles takes Alaska’s condoms and the Colonel looks for her alcohol stash. Miles is happy to realize that... (full context)
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...labyrinth. The note is in blue ink instead of black, and is completely legible, so Alaska must have written it recently. (full context)
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Miles shows the note to the Colonel, who realizes that Alaska died “straight and fast.” She ran straight into a police car without even swerving. They... (full context)
37. Eight Days After
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School starts back up and Dr. Hyde decides to write Alaska’s exam question—How will we ever get out of this labyrinth of suffering—on the board, and... (full context)
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The Colonel hates the way the other students pretend like they were close to Alaska, but Miles isn’t bothered by it, because he realizes he doesn’t know her as well... (full context)
38. Nine Days After
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The Colonel theorizes that maybe Alaska got a call from Jake and realized that she needed to see him immediately, but... (full context)
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The Colonel responds that he wants to know because Alaska made him “her accomplice,” and he’s furious with her for driving a wedge between himself... (full context)
39. Thirteen Days After
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...Colonel walk to the Pelham Police Department to talk to the police officer whose car Alaska hit. The Colonel smokes in front of the officer even though he’s underage. The officer... (full context)
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...sure, but he can’t imagine someone not being able to swerve. He tells them that Alaska’s blood alcohol level was .24, which is very high. They ask him if there was... (full context)
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The Colonel tells Miles about a time last year when he and Takumi and Alaska were at the Smoking Hole and Alaska jumped into the river to pick up a... (full context)
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...and says that whatever they find out, they are no less guilty, and learning that Alaska meant to kill herself just turns her into “a selfish bitch.” The Colonel reminds Miles... (full context)
40. Fourteen Days After
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The Colonel and Miles research the signs of suicide, most of which Alaska never exhibited. She did, however, fit some of them: she had lost a loved one... (full context)
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Miles says that looking for answers is only making him hate Alaska. He thinks to himself that she is still refusing to answer his questions and still... (full context)
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...student named Holly Moser interrupts them to say that she had received a message from Alaska. She tells them that when she was at the Waffle House near campus, the lights... (full context)
41. Twenty Days After
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...out without him, and Miles yells back that he doesn’t want to know anything about Alaska and Jake. He asks the Colonel to give him his cigarettes, but instead the Colonel... (full context)
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...condescending, and also mad that the Colonel is right. Miles knows that he does wish Alaska had left Jake to be with him. He wants “to be the last one she... (full context)
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Miles wonders if he should hope that he can forget Alaska and not have to think about her every day. He thinks to himself that she... (full context)
42. Twenty-One Days After
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...them to heaven. Miles hasn’t read the story, because he has studied very little since Alaska’s death. He likes the story, but the afterlife is still important to him and he... (full context)
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...accident—something he’s done so that Takumi won’t know he is responsible for what happened to Alaska. Takumi asks Miles if he’s dating Lara anymore, because she had been wondering. Miles says... (full context)
43. Twenty-Seven Days After
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Four weeks after Alaska’s death, the Colonel decides that that he and Miles should steal the Eagle’s Breathalyzer and... (full context)
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...really struggling with Latin because he’s so grief-stricken. The Eagle tells Miles that he’s certain Alaska would have wanted the Colonel to do well in school. He also asks Miles if... (full context)
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...reach a .24 blood alcohol level so that he and Miles can figure out what Alaska would have been capable of doing in that state. They hear footsteps coming down the... (full context)
44. Twenty-Eight Days After
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Miles and the Colonel tell Takumi about how they helped Alaska leave, and he says they were stupid but he isn’t angry at them. The Colonel... (full context)
45. Twenty-Nine Days After
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While the Colonel calls Jake, Takumi accuses Miles of hoping to find out that Alaska was on her way to break up with Jake so that she could come back... (full context)
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The Colonel comes back and tells them that Jake called Alaska late that night because she wanted to talk to him at their exact anniversary, down... (full context)
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Miles and the Colonel try to remember the conversation they had with Alaska on her last night, but the Colonel was drunk and Miles wasn’t paying attention for... (full context)
46. Thirty-Seven Days After
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...Lara and he apologizes. This is the first time they’ve spoken since the days after Alaska’s death, and Lara runs away without responding. Miles feels horrible about how he’s treated her,... (full context)
47. Forty-Five Days After
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...she’s sorry about it. Miles thinks that it’s when life starts to feel normal that Alaska’s death hits everyone the hardest, because that’s when they miss her the most. (full context)
48. Forty-Six Days After
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Takumi guilt trips Miles into talking to Lara by asking how Miles thinks Alaska would react to the fact that he has completely ignored Lara. Miles isn’t sure about... (full context)
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...to the lake. He tells her as much as he can about what happened on Alaska’s last night and what he and the Colonel have learned since. He explains to her... (full context)
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...into the Smoking Hole, which is actually more like a fishing hole, in memory of Alaska. Miles likes that this feels like a ritual because he likes “the idea of connecting... (full context)
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The group works on making a list of the evidence for and against Alaska’s suicide. They decide that the white flowers were not in Alaska’s car as a way... (full context)
49. Fifty-One Days After
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...to the Buddhist idea that everything will eventually fall apart. He relates this theory to Alaska’s question, which is still written on the board. (full context)
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Miles likes the idea that someday no one in the world will remember Alaska. She has started to slip out of his memory, and he considers this to be... (full context)
50. Sixty-Two Days After
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...his parents to tell them that he hasn’t been doing well in school because of Alaska’s death. As he talks, he looks at the notes written around the payphone and notices... (full context)
51. Sixty-Nine Days After
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...an assembly, where the Eagle announces that they are going to build a playground in Alaska’s honor. This does not strike Miles as something Alaska would have particularly liked, and Lara... (full context)
52. Eighty-Three Days After
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...time working on the prank so that he won’t have to feel like he’s failed Alaska again. As long as they are able to find a stripper—and convince Miles’ dad to... (full context)
54. One Hundred Two Days After
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...it is certainly important to subvert the patriarchal paradigm.” Then he shouts, “This one’s for Alaska Young.” Takumi puts on music and Maxx strips and dances in front of the entire... (full context)
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...prank, and Miles tells everyone that it wasn’t him or the Colonel or Takumi, but Alaska. Alaska once told Miles that the worst part of pulling a prank was that you... (full context)
55. One Hundred Fourteen Days After
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...Takumi suggests that the date January 10 might be significant. To Miles, it’s the day Alaska died, but Takumi reminds him that Alaska’s best day of her life—the day at the... (full context)
56. One Hundred Eighteen Days After
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...mysteries aren’t meant to be solved.” Miles isn’t sure if he should be angry at Alaska for making him an accomplice or angry with himself for letting her leave. Miles realizes... (full context)
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...decide that the last thing they need to do before they can let go of Alaska is to drive past the place where she died. As they drive, Miles says, “Sometimes... (full context)
57. One Hundred Nineteen Days After
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The group spends the next few days cramming for exams, and all of them miss Alaska because she used to be so good at teaching them precalculus. When they run out... (full context)
58. One Hundred Twenty-Two Days After
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...the class. Each person must write about how he or she will get out of Alaska’s labyrinth. He tells them that they don’t need to do any research, and that he... (full context)
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...Colonel says that he has no idea. Miles responds that that’s not going to help Alaska much, and the Colonel realizes that he had forgotten about her. The Colonel decides that... (full context)
59. One Hundred Thirty-Six Days After
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...apologizes for being mad at him all semester. He explains to Miles that he saw Alaska on the night that she died. She told Takumi that it was the anniversary of... (full context)
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...already gone. In that moment, Miles realizes that forgiveness is the way out, and that Alaska forgave them and he forgives everyone else. He finally accepts that he will never know... (full context)
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...avoided the labyrinth by pretending it didn’t exist. He and the Colonel messed up with Alaska just like Alaska messed up with her mom, but while Alaska let that mistake ruin... (full context)
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Miles writes that eventually he will forget Alaska, but he knows that she will forgive him for that. In turn he forgives Alaska... (full context)
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Miles knows that matter cannot be truly destroyed, and he believes that Alaska’s energy works the same way. He has hope because he believes that people are indestructible,... (full context)