Play It As It Lays

by Joan Didion
BZ is a producer for Carter’s films and Maria’s only genuine friend. He is gay but trapped in a loveless marriage with Helene because his mother, Carlotta, pays the couple to stay together to keep up appearances. Despite being married, BZ has frequent affairs with men. At the core of BZ and Maria’s friendship is their shared disillusionment with Hollywood and their friends, and with life more broadly. BZ and Maria ultimately arrive at the same conclusion that life is meaningless, and they lose the desire to pretend otherwise. BZ initially plays along with what he considers to be the “game” of life: he presents to the world a superficial appearance of success, maintains an active social life, and encourages others to do the same. BZ repeatedly scolds Maria—though not unselfconsciously—for not having a sense of humor about her problems. For example, when Maria wallows in self-pity over her failed marriage, BZ encourages her to go to parties and lose herself in meaningless social and romantic encounters. Still, there is a self-awareness to BZ’s cynical embrace of superficiality. Though BZ initially participates in that “game,” perhaps because he sees no alternative, he eventually grows tired of the vapidness of his relationships, the emptiness of wealth, and the pointlessness of success. His disillusionment overpowers him, and he chooses to exit the “game” altogether, ending his life by overdosing on pills while visiting Maria in her motel room. BZ’s suicide is his way of taking a stand against superficiality and affirms his conviction in life’s meaninglessness; his death is a statement that positions death as preferrable to living disingenuously and without meaning. Since Maria doesn’t actively intervene to stop his suicide, Helene blames BZ’s death on Maria’s “carelessness” and “selfishness.”

BZ Quotes in Play It As It Lays

The Play It As It Lays quotes below are all either spoken by BZ or refer to BZ. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Maria Quotes

What makes Iago evil? some people ask. I never ask.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), BZ, Francine Wyeth, Kate Lang
Page Number and Citation: 3
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Chapter 4 Quotes

“He said, ‘What I like about your wife, Carter, is she’s not a cunt.’”

Maria said nothing.

“That’s very funny, Maria, Kulik saying that to Carter, you lost your sense of humor?”

“I’ve already heard it.”

Related Characters: BZ (speaker), Maria Wyeth (speaker), Carter Lang, Larry Kulik
Page Number and Citation: 27
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Chapter 8 Quotes

“You haven’t asked me how it went after we left Anita’s,” BZ said.

“How did it go,” Maria said without interest.

“Everybody got what he came for.”

“Don’t you ever get tired of doing favors for people?”

There was a long silence. “You don’t know how tired,” BZ said.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), BZ (speaker), Anita Garson, Larry Kulik
Page Number and Citation: 39
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Chapter 10 Quotes

The way he looked was the problem. He looked exactly the same. He looked untouched, and she did not.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth, The Masseur, BZ, Helene
Page Number and Citation: 44-45
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Chapter 19 Quotes

She could remember it all but none of it seemed to come to anything. She had a sense the dream had ended and she had slept on.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth, Carter Lang, Les Goodwin, Ivan Costello, BZ
Page Number and Citation: 69
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Chapter 26 Quotes

“I am just very very very tired of listening to you all.”

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), Les Goodwin, Susannah Wood, Helene, BZ, Carter Lang
Page Number and Citation: 85
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Chapter 34 Quotes

In the whole world there was not so much sedation as there was instantaneous peril.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth, Carter Lang, Helene, BZ, Kate Lang
Related Symbols: Snakes
Page Number and Citation: 100
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Chapter 37 Quotes

“You look like hell, Maria this isn’t any excuse for you to fall apart, I mean a divorce. I’ve done it twice.”

Related Characters: Helene (speaker), BZ, Carter Lang, Maria Wyeth
Page Number and Citation: 107
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Chapter 72 Quotes

“It does make a difference to me.”

“No,” BZ said. “It doesn’t.”

Maria stared out the window into the dry wash behind the motel.

“You know it doesn’t. If you thought things like that mattered you’d be gone already. You’re not going anywhere.”

“Why don’t you get me a drink,” Maria said finally.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), BZ (speaker), Carter Lang, Helene
Page Number and Citation: 195
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Chapter 74 Quotes

Always when I play back. My father’s voice it is with a professional rasp, it goes as it lays, don’t do it the hard way. My father advised me that life itself was a crap game.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), Harry Wyeth, BZ
Page Number and Citation: 200
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Chapter 76 Quotes

If Carter and Helene want to think it happened because I was insane, I say let them. They have to lay it off on someone. Carter and Helene still believe in cause-effect. Carter and Helene also believe that people are either sane or insane.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), Carter Lang, Helene, BZ
Page Number and Citation: 203
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Chapter 82 Quotes

Carter and Helene still ask questions. I used to ask questions, and I got the answer: nothing. The answer is “nothing.” Now that I have the answer, my plans for the future are these: (1) get Kate, (2) live with Kate alone, (3) do some canning. Damson plums, apricot preserves. Sweet India relish and pickled peaches. Apple chutney. Summer squash succotash. There might even be a ready market for such canning: you will note that after everything I remain Harry and Francine Wyeth’s daughter and Benny Austin’s godchild. For all I know they knew the answer too, and pretended they didn’t. You call it as you see it, and stay in the action. BZ thought otherwise. If Carter and Helene aren’t careful they’ll get the answer too.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), Helene, BZ, Francine Wyeth, Harry Wyeth, Benny Austin, Carter Lang
Page Number and Citation: 210
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Chapter 83 Quotes

She took his hand and held it. “Why are you here.”

“Because you and I, we know something. Because we’ve been out there where nothing is. Because I wanted—you know why.”

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), BZ (speaker)
Related Symbols: The Desert
Page Number and Citation: 212
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Chapter 84 Quotes

I know what “nothing” means, and I keep on playing.

Why, BZ would say.

Why not, I say.

Related Characters: Maria Wyeth (speaker), BZ (speaker), Harry Wyeth
Page Number and Citation: 214
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BZ Character Timeline in Play It As It Lays

The timeline below shows where the character BZ appears in Play It As It Lays. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
Helene
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...could spot Maria sunbathing in a bikini—the same one she wore “the summer she killed BZ.” Helene scornfully observes how Maria, like all selfish women, never gains any weight. Though Helene... (full context)
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...out to breakfast since April. This makes the other dinner guests (with the exception of BZ) feel uncomfortable and turn away.  (full context)
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...father wants to talk to you.” Carter would replay these scenes in his mind after BZ’s death but could never find a “pattern.” (full context)
Chapter 1
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...nights, Maria would have panicked dreams about Les Goodwin in New York, or Carter and BZ and Helene in the desert together, but she’d never have such thoughts while she was... (full context)
Chapter 2
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One night, when Maria and Carter went to BZ and Helene’s, BZ started playing the film on a projector. Maria immediately became ill and... (full context)
Chapter 4
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...and bracelets before “kissing the pretty children goodnight.” Maria sits on a chaise and watches BZ throw ice cubes from his drink into the pool. They trade bits of Hollywood gossip.... (full context)
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BZ tells Maria to drop it and let Carter finish his film. He says that Carter... (full context)
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BZ hears music coming from the Kuliks’ house and asks Maria if she’s going to their... (full context)
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Later in the week, Maria reads in the paper that BZ had attended the Kuliks’ party with Tommy Loew and an actress, which annoys Maria, though... (full context)
Chapter 6
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...filming location in Las Vegas. She imagines him in the motel, having a drink with BZ and Helene. She imagines calling Carter to say she’s in Baker, and Carter telling her... (full context)
Chapter 7
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It’s afternoon. Maria awakens to a phone call from BZ, who is at the beach, since a fire shut down production for a week. BZ... (full context)
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...party. A rock band plays in a pink tent outside, where Maria stands next to BZ. Larry Kulik absentmindedly asks Maria about Carter while he ogles a young girl in a... (full context)
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Maria and BZ sit at a table on the terrace for dinner, where two French filmmakers and a... (full context)
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...the table and invites Maria to come over and use his sauna. Later that night, BZ informs Maria that he’s bringing the French director, Larry Kulik, and the halter dress girl... (full context)
Chapter 8
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Later on, BZ tells Maria about his successful evening after leaving Anita’s party, and that “everybody got what... (full context)
Chapter 10
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...the kitchen, and she thinks about all the people she “trie[s] not to hear at BZ and Helene’s.” Maria recalls the moody men BZ meets abroad, and Helene’s female friends, who... (full context)
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BZ’s friends are more difficult to ignore than Helene’s, though—especially the masseur. Maria had originally thought... (full context)
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Maria hears the masseur taunt BZ for having artificial lemon juice in his refrigerator. Helene wryly jokes about all BZ’s friends... (full context)
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...Carter is gone, Maria sits up and takes in the scene around her: she sees BZ and the masseur, “their bodies gleaming, unlined,” and Helene looking down at Audrey and Jerry... (full context)
Chapter 11
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Later, when they’re in the car heading home from BZ’s, Carter criticizes Maria for asking Helene how much BZ’s mother, Carlotta, pays them to stay... (full context)
Chapter 15
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Maria is at BZ and Helene’s house. BZ’s mother, Carlotta, is there, too, playing solitaire and complaining about her... (full context)
Chapter 28
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...there. Maria declines, and Carter accuses her of wanting to be miserable. Maria says that BZ’s mother isn’t her mother.  (full context)
Chapter 37
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...to gossip. She shows Maria the new ring Carlotta gave her for hanging out with BZ on set in the desert and gushes about the wild times everyone is having there.... (full context)
Chapter 38
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...next time Carter sees Maria, she tells him she’s been working and hanging out with BZ and Helene. Carter tells Maria not to “get into that.” (full context)
Chapter 39
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Maria remembers when she first met BZ. It was the summer Carter was cutting Angel Beach, and he brought Maria along to... (full context)
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When the reel ended, Carter told BZ the film was “a commercial piece.” BZ shrugged and changed out the reel, Maria felt... (full context)
Chapter 40
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Back in the present, BZ tells Maria that she, him, Helene, and maybe Larry Kulik should go to Mexico City... (full context)
Chapter 41
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...is no seaside house, and the mussels on the shore are toxic. Maria fears that BZ and Larry Kulik and the rest of that crowd are the only ones who really... (full context)
Chapter 53
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...“beautiful,” but Carter doesn’t respond to her peace offering. Instead, he tells her to call BZ if she needs to reach him. Over the next few weeks, Maria scans Daily Variety... (full context)
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...Helene tells her that Carter is spending another week in Paris, which she learned through BZ, who talked with “them” on the phone. Helene begins to relay something that “she said,”... (full context)
Chapter 62
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...Maria’s house without knocking and asks about Maria’s “baroque morning-after,” which she heard about through BZ, who told her that Freddy called Carter about the debacle. Helene tests the color of... (full context)
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...of the employment agency on Beverly, that she looked years younger in it, and that BZ thinks Maria should go to the beach for a few weeks. (full context)
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...can drive herself. The next thing Maria knows, she’s crying, Helene has her arm, and BZ is getting her coat. Maria lets Helene guide her outside. She gets sick in the... (full context)
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...wakes up in Helene’s room. At first, she thinks she’s alone, but then she sees BZ and Helene on the chaise. She thinks of “the faintest ugly memory” she has “of... (full context)
Chapter 63
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...bruise on her cheek and puffy eyes, tells Maria to drop it. An image of BZ holding a belt and Helen laughing flashes through Maria’s head. Suddenly, Helene bursts into tears.... (full context)
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When BZ sees Helene crying, he tells her to pull herself together or “get out of the... (full context)
Chapter 64
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...Instead, she stays in the room, takes some aspirin, and tries not to think about BZ and Helene. (full context)
Chapter 66
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Maria and Carter stand on the sun deck of Helene and BZ’s house. Carter comments on Maria being underweight and tells her he’s been trying to reach... (full context)
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...Helene lies on the couch, staring silently at the ceiling. In an overly cheerful voice, BZ tells her Maria is going to join them in the desert and sends Jeanelle into... (full context)
Chapter 67
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Carter tries to convince Maria to go to the desert with him, BZ, and Helene. When Maria declines the invitation, Carter tells her she’s welcome to stay behind... (full context)
Chapter 71
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...the music anyway. Susannah mocks Maria’s anxiety, suggesting that she’s afraid of getting arrested again. BZ tells Carter to turn down the music, but Carter ignores him. Maria stands up and... (full context)
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...if he likes sleeping with Susannah, and Carter says not particularly. When Maria comes to BZ’s room later that night, he tells her that Carter is with Harrison, the film’s lead... (full context)
Chapter 72
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BZ, who is in town for meetings at the studio, appears in the doorway. He tells... (full context)
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Once they’re alone, BZ tells Maria that it was Harrison who beat up Susannah, and that Carter had been... (full context)
Chapter 75
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Maria sits in the motel. BZ arrives and offers to “entertain” her, but Maria says she doesn’t feel like talking to... (full context)
Chapter 76
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...states that Carter and Helene can tell themselves that it was Maria’s craziness that caused BZ’s death, if that’s what makes them feel better. Maria regards Carter and Helene as people... (full context)
Chapter 79
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...left that afternoon, and that filming is nearly complete. Helene says that Susannah was excellent. BZ and Maria say nothing. Helene gushes about how well Carter and Helene work together.  (full context)
Chapter 81
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Helene compliments Susannah Wood on her great performance that day. BZ agrees. Susannah and Helene discuss their plans to go to Vegas and see Sylvie Roth,... (full context)
Chapter 82
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...decides that “you call it as you see it, and stay in the action,” though “BZ thought otherwise.” (full context)
Chapter 83
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BZ is surprised when Maria opens the door, since he assumed she’d be in Las Vegas... (full context)
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BZ lies on the bed next to Maria and takes her hand. They listen to a... (full context)
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...the light, Helene is screaming, and her thoughts about what will happen next. She squeezes BZ’s hand. (full context)
Chapter 84
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...Helene, or maybe you,” which is “what ‘nothing’ means.” Despite this, she “keep[s] on playing.” BZ would’ve asked Maria “why,” to which she now replies, “why not.” (full context)