So Much to Tell You
by John Marsden

So Much to Tell You: 2. March Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
(March 1–2) Marina continues her silence in her entries and finally says that nothing feels helpful, not even writing. She does briefly mention that she was accused of stealing something, but she does not say who accused her. However, she does insist that she did not steal anything.
This is an incident that never Marina never elaborates upon in future journal entries. However, this is clearly a painful incident for her because it produces further isolation. She likely feels targeted because she is already so much of a social outcast.
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(March 4) Marina’s grandmother visits and takes her into the city to look at shops and see a movie. She enjoys the outing and doesn’t feel nervous about being seen in public. She says that her face isn’t really the problem.
Notably, it is Marina’s grandmother who visits her first, not her mother. Her mother remains a distant figure in her life. Additionally, Marina’s acceptance of her appearance is somewhat surprising and suggests that something deeper is going on here—something that she is not yet ready to talk about, even in her private journal. 
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(March 5) Marina writes about spending time in the chapel and the library, two places where she feels safe. She notices that even cheerful girls like Emma go to the chapel. At the library, she mostly watches others and thinks about the books they read. Marina feels like she observes everything around her, even if the others don’t notice her doing it.
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(March 6) Marina writes more often. She goes to tennis practice again even though she doesn’t play and hates going to other schools for matches. Still, she realizes she is starting to feel a little safer at Warrington. During Prep, the girls have a playful food fight, and Marina writes that she almost wants to join in. She says she’s used to being rejected and doesn’t know how to handle kindness.
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(March 7) Cathy yells at Marina for putting clothes on her bed but later sends a kind note apologizing. Marina is too scared to respond.
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(March 8) Marina thinks about her father and wonders if he hates her and why. She thinks she hates him, but she is not sure. Ultimately, she decides that he must hate her and that she is deserving of his hatred.
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(March 9) Marina writes about how all of the other girls like to go swimming before school. Swimming frightens Marina, particularly because she does not like watching the stillness of the water being fractured and disturbed. Later in the day, Marina speaks with Mrs. Ransome, who tells Marina that her son is going on a surfing trip. Mrs. Ransome seems anxious about the trip and asks Marina if she has ever done drugs. Marina indicates that she has not.
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(March 10) Because Marina wants to be Cathy’s friend, she leaves a flower on Cathy’s bed as a nice gesture. Since Cathy sent her the note, their relationship has not developed in any particular way. However, Marina hopes that the flower will be a welcome sign. Additionally, Marina writes about how the other girls often tend to team up on and make fun of one another. Each week, it seems like it is a different girls’ turn to be made fun of.
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(March 11) After leaving the flower on Cathy’s bed, Marina feels unsure if Cathy really knows it is from her. Cathy doesn’t say anything, but she keeps the flower in a glass of water, which makes Marina think she understood.
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(March 12) Emma and Tracey return late from leave and are in trouble for being partly drunk. Tracey’s parents had given them the alcohol, so the punishment is mild. Most of the girls find it funny, especially Sophie and Kate, but when Mrs. Graham yells at them, Marina feels scared and small, like she wants to hide.
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(March 13) Marina has an accident while vacuuming and breaks a ceramic eagle that Ann had made. She feels terrible and hides from everyone for the rest of the day. When she returns to the dorm, Ann gently tells her not to worry.
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(March 14) Marina receives a postcard from her mother in New York. The postcard makes her think about whether her father will ever write to her.
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(March 15) Marina writes about her classes and says she likes English the most because Mr. Lindell encourages everyone to share personal thoughts. In one class, the students draw abstract self-portraits. Lisa draws a painting with a lightning-shaped crack, and Cathy draws herself being pushed down a tunnel. Marina realizes that many of the other girls feel isolated, just like she does.
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(March 16) Marina learns she will spend Easter break with her grandmother, as her mother is still overseas. She has an upcoming appointment with Dr. Harvey. In the dorm, Ann is sick, and people gossip behind her back. Marina notices how bullying shifts from one girl to another. She reflects on how people use fear and popularity to control the group. She also feels more distant from the peaceful spaces like the chapel and library that used to comfort her.
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(March 17) Marina briefly describes how the art teacher dressed up for St. Patrick’s Day, which made her smile and reminded her of books from childhood.
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(March 18) Ann returns from the sick bay, and Marina is genuinely happy to see her. After lights out, the girls talk about their families, and Marina is struck by how many have divorced or troubled parents.
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(March 19) Marina lists various events from the day, including a movie and Sophie getting detention. She watches the dorm girls come and go, hiding again in the garden while Lisa sits quietly in her usual tree. They briefly make eye contact, and Marina finds quiet comfort in Lisa’s presence.
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(March 20) As the others prepare to go home for Easter, Marina feels left out. In English class, the students answer personal questions, and Marina is struck by how others reveal pieces of themselves. She does not write anything but thinks about wanting to see a painting of the day her life changed, even more than happy memories. The questions make her realize how confused she still feels about what hurts or helps her.
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(March 21) Marina attends Easter service and contemplates how much of the sermon she hears is true.
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(March 22) Marina skips tennis practice and is alone in the dorm when Lisa comes in and starts crying. It is the first time Marina sees Lisa truly break down. She wants to help but is too afraid to move or speak. Lisa eventually pulls herself together before the other girls return. Marina realizes that Lisa’s strength is a mask, just like Marina’s own silence.
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(March 28-29) After Easter, Marina writes again. She visits her primary doctor, Dr. Harvey, and a plastic surgeon. She finds the hospital visit scary and strange, especially now that she’s an outpatient. The surgeon says no major work can be done on her face yet, which Marina accepts without too much worry.
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(March 30) The final days of March are filled with small events. Kate talks about her wild Easter, and the girls chat about their families and activities. Marina thinks about how little they all know about one another’s lives outside school. She notices how much she has learned about the others just by watching and listening.
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(March 31) Marina writes about her quiet Easter with her grandmother. Her grandmother seems unsure how to interact with her but tries in small ways. In art class, Marina’s teacher asks the students whether they would rather be a “happy gardener” or a “suffering genius.” Marina writes that it is not really a choice for her.
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