The Girl on the Train
by Paula Hawkins
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Anna Watson is one of the novel’s narrators and protagonists. As Tom Watson’s former mistress current wife, she feels a deep sense of anxiety and protectiveness when it comes to her marriage. Anna is threatened by Tom’s ex-wife Rachel’s proclivity for calling and texting Tom at all hours and showing up at their house at random. She fails to see the unearthed trauma and pain in Rachel’s odd behaviors, and instead dedicating herself to creating a kind of seal around her household. Anna, then, becomes a woman completely absorbed by motherhood: she overprotects her daughter, Evie, to the point of suffocation in order to distract herself from the larger problems in her life—including her inability to ever fully trust Tom. When her and Tom’s former nanny, the young and beautiful Megan Hipwell, goes missing, Anna becomes increasingly perturbed by the authorities’ failure to solve the disappearance. Anna practices tuning out her own emotions and intuitions and instead tries to conceive of Rachel as the only threat and enemy in her life. Anna refuses to acknowledge the darker truth about her life and her marriage—partly to protect herself and Evie and partly out of fear of ruining her status as a “perfect” wife and mother. Haughty, a bit self-obsessed, and totally preoccupied with image, Anna is—like Megan and Rachel—a deeply complicated and often unreliable narrator. Her fears of failing to embody society’s ideals of femininity impede her ability to know herself or take care of herself as fully as she could. Anna’s hatred of the train tracks which run just below her and Tom’s garden represents her fear of confronting the truth about her life and even creating the potential for escape from a situation that is quickly—and dangerously—spiraling out of control before her eyes. Anna is ultimately able to save herself from Tom, with Rachel’s help—yet what becomes of Anna and Evie after Tom’s death is uncertain.

Anna Watson Quotes in The Girl on the Train

The The Girl on the Train quotes below are all either spoken by Anna Watson or refer to Anna Watson. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Rachel: Five Quotes

I'm thinking about her now. I have to convince Scott that I knew her—a little, not a lot. That way, he'll believe me when I tell him that I saw her with another man. If I admit to lying right away, he'll never trust me. So I try to imagine what it would have been like to drop by the gallery, chat with her over a coffee. Does she drink coffee? We would talk about art, perhaps, or yoga, or our husbands. I don't know anything about art, I've never done yoga. I don't have a husband. And she betrayed hers.

Related Characters: Rachel Watson (speaker), Scott Hipwell / “Jason”, Megan Hipwell / “Jess”, Anna Watson, Tom Watson
Page Number and Citation: 107
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Rachel becomes determined to meet with Megan’s husband Scott in order to tell him about what she saw from the train: Megan kissing another man just days before her mysterious disappearance. Rachel has already confided in the police about Megan’s affair—but because of what Tom and Anna told the authorities about Rachel’s instability and alcoholism, the detectives on the case did not believe her. Rachel believes if she can tell Scott the truth, Megan’s mysterious lover might be identified—and Rachel will be one step closer to figuring out what happened to Megan. In order to do this, Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferen

Anna: One Quotes

When I wake again, Tom's not at my side, but I can hear his footfalls on the stairs. He's singing, low and tuneless, "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. . ." I hadn't even thought about it earlier, I'd completely forgotten; I didn't think of anything but fetching my little girl and getting back to bed.

Related Characters: Anna Watson (speaker), Tom Watson, Evie
Page Number and Citation: 108
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Hawkins introduces Tom’s new wife, Anna’s, narration and point of view into the novel. Readers thus get a glimpse of what Anna’s daily life is like, much like they’ve seen Rachel and Megan’s lives through their narration. This passage opens on Anna’s birthday—but Anna has “completely forgotten” that it is her own special day. She thinks of nothing but her “little girl,” her daughter Evie, to the point of excluding all else. This passage is significant because it demonstrates the ways in which Anna has erased herself from her own life in the quest to become the Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde e

Anna: Two Quotes

We need to get away from here. We need to get away from her.

Related Characters: Anna Watson (speaker), Rachel Watson, Tom Watson, Evie, Scott Hipwell / “Jason”
Page Number and Citation: 140
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, as Anna notices that Rachel has been coming by Blenheim Road more and more often, she tells Tom that she wants to move away. Anna doesn’t know that Rachel is spending more and more time on the street because she’s visiting with Scott—she believes that Rachel is trying to gain access to her and Tom’s home because of Rachel’s jealousy about their marriage and their child, Evie. Anna has been conditioned to see other women as threats or competitors. She doesn’t consider the ways in which the men around her—such as Tom, a liar and a cheat, Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantiu

Anna: Four Quotes

She held up a newspaper with the headline WAS MEGAN A CHILD KILLER? I was speechless. I just stared at it and, ridiculously, burst into tears. […] Diane glanced slyly up at me and asked, "Are you all right, sweetie?" She was enjoying it, I could tell.

I had to leave then, I couldn't stay. They were all being terribly concerned, saying how awful it must be for me, but I could see it on their faces: thinly disguised disapproval. How could you entrust your child to that monster? You must be the worst mother in the world.

Related Characters: Anna Watson (speaker), Evie, Megan Hipwell / “Jess”
Page Number and Citation: 196
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Anna is at a neighborhood meetup with other local mothers when one of them, Diane, brings in a newspaper with a headline about Megan, Anna’s former nanny, having killed a child many years ago. Anna, whose entire life is devoted to being the perfect wife and mother, is both emotionally traumatized and deeply embarrassed to have made what she believes is a grave mistake in judgment by hiring Megan. Anna knows that the public front she portrays is everything: she must care for her child perfectly or draw the ire of society. In hiring Megan—now an alleged Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessita

Anna: Six Quotes

I'm doing the things she did: drinking alone and snooping on him. The things she did and he hated. But recently—as recently as this morning—things have shifted. If he's going to lie, then I'm going to check up on him. That's a fair deal, isn't it?

Related Characters: Anna Watson (speaker), Tom Watson, Rachel Watson
Page Number and Citation: 242
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Anna snoops on Tom’s laptop as she chugs red wine. Tom has been out of the house more than usual and has lied about meeting up with his ex-wife, Rachel—as a result, Anna is afraid that Tom is cheating on her with Rachel. A part of Anna has always known that because her relationship with Tom began as infidelity, he has the capacity for lying and deception—but now she truly begins to fear that he is deceiving her. Yet Anna is so focused on being the perfect, trusting, loving wife that she perceives her own behavior—a response Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Duc

Anna: Nine Quotes

"I don't believe you," I say. "Why would he lie about that?"

"Because he lies about everything."

Related Characters: Anna Watson (speaker), Rachel Watson (speaker), Megan Hipwell / “Jess”, Tom Watson
Page Number and Citation: 279
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Rachel confronts Anna about Tom’s incessant lies—and his murder of Megan. Anna is reluctant to believe Rachel—she doesn’t see, as Rachel does, that Tom’s entire life is built on a foundation of secrets and lies. In the pages to come, Hawkins will show how indiscriminate and indeed pathological of a liar Tom truly is. There is nothing he has told either Rachel or Anna about his past that is true—and the deeper his lies about his past become, the more frequently he had to lie about aspects of his present in order to keep up appearances. Tom’s Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectet

Rachel: Nineteen Quotes

Tom's lips are moving, he's saying something to me, but I can't hear him. I watch him come, I watch him, and I don't move until he's almost upon me, and then I swing. I jam the vicious twist of the corkscrew into his neck.

His eyes widen as he falls without a sound. He raises his hands to his throat, his eyes on mine. He looks as though he's crying. I watch until I can't look any longer, then I turn my back on him. As the train goes past I can see faces in brightly lit windows, heads bent over books and phones, travellers warm and safe on their way home.

Related Characters: Rachel Watson (speaker), Megan Hipwell / “Jess”, Anna Watson, Tom Watson
Related Symbols: Trains
Page Number and Citation: 317
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Rachel kills Tom after a prolonged and increasingly violent encounter at Tom and Anna’s house. Tom has beaten Rachel and sexually harassed her. He’s also accused her of being responsible for Megan’s death because of the angry, violent feelings Rachel inspired in Tom on the night he killed Megan. Now, as Rachel fails to escape down to the train tracks and as Tom corners her, she uses a corkscrew stolen from the kitchen in order to vanquish Tom once and for all. Rachel’s use of a corkscrew (an object associated with drinking) to finally finish Tom’s reign Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui au
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Anna Watson Character Timeline in The Girl on the Train

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Rachel: One
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...to look at number 23 during the daily stoppages—catching sight of her ex-husband’s new wife, Anna, watering the roses or taking care of her new baby fills Rachel with pain. (full context)
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...number 23—but she cannot stop herself. She can’t see inside the house, but she imagines Anna playing with her baby, washing up, and cooking breakfast. Rachel closes her eyes and remembers... (full context)
Megan: One
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Thursday, August 16, 2012. Megan quits her job as a nanny for Anna and Tom Watson—finally, she feels free. She worries that Scott will be mad at her—but... (full context)
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...to be her gallery and feels sad. She is nervous about running into the Watsons—especially Anna, who still resents her for leaving the nanny job. As Megan approaches an underpass, she... (full context)
Rachel: Two
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...cheated on—again. She remembers finding an illicit email on Tom’s computer from a woman named Anna, and discovering a cache of steamy love letters they’d been sending back and forth for... (full context)
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...at a coffee shop and enduring their pitying looks, Rachel received an unexpected voicemail from Anna, begging her to stop calling the house at night. To cope with the shock, Rachel... (full context)
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...one from Cathy asking where she is, and another from Tom scolding her for frightening Anna and hanging around their home. Rachel has no idea what she did last night. As... (full context)
Megan: Three
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...what she’s looking for. On the way back home from the woods, Megan runs into Anna pushing her baby in a carriage. (full context)
Rachel: Four
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...been missing since Saturday evening, and while Rachel doesn’t want to run into Tom or Anna, she feels compelled to go to Witney. She has been reading articles about Megan’s disappearance... (full context)
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...on Blenheim Road around the time that Megan left home—investigators learned this when speaking with Anna Watson. Rachel felt embarrassed and nervous, recalling the flashback of sitting in the underpass covered... (full context)
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...about the events of Saturday night, but Rachel was evasive. The detectives told her that Anna informed them that Rachel once broke into the house and attempted to kidnap her baby,... (full context)
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...Facebook post Tom made about the joys of new parenthood—when she went to his and Anna’s house and picked their baby up out of her bassinet. She meant to simply go... (full context)
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Gaskill and Riley began to suggest that perhaps Rachel attacked Megan, believing that she was Anna—both women, they pointed out, are of similar build with blond hair. Rachel told the detectives... (full context)
Rachel: Five
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...and a cup of tea, Rachel opens the email and faces her nasty words about Anna: in the email, she urged Tom to tell Anna to stop lying to the police... (full context)
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Rachel recalls the day last summer when she went to Tom and Anna’s and took their baby, Evie, out into the garden, down near the train tracks. She... (full context)
Anna: One
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Saturday, July 20, 2013. Anna wakes up early to feed Evie and quickly falls back asleep with the child beside... (full context)
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When Anna returns from the shops, she finds Tom on his laptop. He quickly closes it. Anna... (full context)
Rachel: Seven
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...Rachel stepped onto the sidewalk, she found herself face to face with Tom, Evie, and Anna. (full context)
Anna: Two
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Monday, July 22, 2013. Tom, Anna, and Evie go on for a family outing to a restaurant. Getting there requires them... (full context)
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That evening, Anna learns that someone has been arrested in connection with Megan’s disappearance. Tom wants to discuss... (full context)
Rachel: Eight
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...how she ended up with a cut on her head. Tom accuses Rachel of suspecting Anna of doing something to her. He refutes the idea and insists that when he found... (full context)
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...what happened between Rachel and her ex-husband. Rachel says that Tom cheated on her with Anna while they were still married—and that her drinking started while they were married and struggling... (full context)
Rachel: Nine
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...in a blue dress walking away from her. She realizes that the figure must be Anna.  (full context)
Anna: Three
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Saturday, August 3, 2013. Anna sits alone in the kitchen. Tom is out with some old army buddies, and Evie... (full context)
Rachel: Ten
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...puttering around in the background. Rachel asked if they could meet soon to talk about Anna Watson, so Scott asked Rachel to come over the next day.  (full context)
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...she finds him looking disheveled and defeated. When she asks Scott about Megan’s relationship with Anna, Scott says that there was nothing remarkable between the women. Rachel confesses that she thinks... (full context)
Anna: Four
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Wednesday, August 7, 2013. Anna is at a meeting for new mothers at her local Starbucks when one of the... (full context)
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That evening, when Tom gets home, Anna confronts him angrily about needing to leave Blenheim Road. Between the passing trains, Rachel snooping... (full context)
Rachel: Eleven
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...and makes her way to Blenheim Road, forgetting about the possibility of encountering Tom, or Anna, or a crowd of reporters. She doesn’t feel guilty about seeing Scott anymore because it... (full context)
Rachel: Twelve
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...Repulsed by herself and Scott both, Rachel leaves hurriedly. Out on the street, Rachel sees Anna standing on the sidewalk, her hands on her hips. When Anna sees Rachel spot her,... (full context)
Anna: Five
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Saturday, August 10, 2013. After a morning of spin class and shopping, Anna returns to Blenheim road to find photographers swarming the Hipwell house. To her great shock,... (full context)
Rachel: Thirteen
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...if they could meet. Rachel knows that his phone call has something to do with Anna spotting her on Blenheim Road. Now that Rachel is with Tom, she feels especially guilty... (full context)
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...a woman in a blue trench coat walking farther down the road, she remembers seeing Anna wearing a blue dress and walking hurriedly away from her toward a waiting car—Tom’s car.... (full context)
Anna: Six
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Tuesday, August 13, 2013. As Anna watches Tom get ready for work, she misses the days when she, too, used to... (full context)
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That evening, Tom texts Anna to tell her he’s going to be late coming home—he’s having drinks with a client.... (full context)
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Wednesday, August 14, 2013. Anna and Tom have sleepy morning sex. Tom says that he wants the two of them... (full context)
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After Tom leaves for work, Anna takes Evie for a walk. As she passes the house where she and Tom conducted... (full context)
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For the rest of the day, Anna is plagued with thoughts about whether Tom has been lying to her all along. She... (full context)
Rachel: Fourteen
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...of the events of the night—which seem fairly ordinary—Rachel feels unsettled. She doesn’t remember seeing Anna with a baby in her arms; she wonders where Evie could have been. (full context)
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...that he didn’t get a note—but that if Rachel left one, it would explain why Anna has been mad at him. Tom angrily asks Rachel what she wants. Rachel asks him... (full context)
Anna: Seven
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Saturday, August 17, 2013. Anna is crying—she and Tom have just had yet another fight about Rachel. Anna believes there’s... (full context)
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Anna goes through the bag and discovers a cell phone she’s never seen before. The phone... (full context)
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Sunday, August 18, 2013. Anna wakes in the early morning darkness. She retrieves the phone and brings it downstairs with... (full context)
Rachel: Fifteen
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...just before the train pulls in: the woman in the blue dress she saw wasn’t Anna, but Megan. (full context)
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Anna hurls the cell phone over the fence, down toward the train tracks, and heads back... (full context)
Rachel: Sixteen
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...the door, Rachel walks around the back of the house and hops over the fence. Anna and Evie are together in the backyard—but Anna hardly even looks surprised to see Rachel... (full context)
Anna: Nine
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Sunday, August 18, 2013. Anna tells Rachel that she’s not going anywhere with her. When Rachel asks when Tom will... (full context)
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Anna asks what Rachel is doing here, but Rachel that says Anna knows full well that... (full context)
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Rachel asks if Anna knows about Megan. Anna says that she knows Tom and Megan were having an affair—and... (full context)
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Rachel gently suggests that Anna pack some things for herself and Evie and come stay with her. Anna says staunchly... (full context)
Rachel: Seventeen
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Sunday, August 18, 2013. Rachel watches Anna hurry into the house and embrace Tom, with Evie between them. As they break apart,... (full context)
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Tom says that it is exasperating to put up with women like Rachel and Anna. He blames Rachel for growing depressed, heavy, and slovenly, and driving him away—then turns to... (full context)
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Rachel drags Anna outside and begs her to calm down and distract Tom while she herself calls the... (full context)
Rachel: Eighteen
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Sunday, August 18, 2013. Rachel, Tom, and Anna sit in the living room of number 23. Tom begins talking to Rachel, taunting her... (full context)
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...hair back to the living room. As Rachel begins losing consciousness, she hears Tom order Anna upstairs. He says he doesn’t want things to get nasty. (full context)
Anna: Ten
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Sunday, August 18, 2013. Upstairs, Anna puts Evie down and tries to ignore the sounds of Tom beating Rachel. She tries... (full context)
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...determined to get herself out of this situation—she knows now that she can’t rely on Anna. Tom tells Rachel that she’s brought this upon herself, and he suggests that she’s responsible... (full context)
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Rachel recalls how Anna called the ambulance that night—it arrived too late to save Tom. The police and detectives... (full context)
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In the wake of Tom’s death, Rachel and Anna have learned that Tom was never in the army at all. He cut ties with... (full context)
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...detail about the night of Tom’s death. After she pushed the corkscrew into his neck, Anna ran out to the garden, fell to her knees, and put her hand to Tom’s... (full context)