The Girl on the Train

Tuesday, October 2, 2012. Megan stands outside in the cold air, recalling the panic attack she had last night as she walked past a motorbike revving its engine on the street. She ran down the train tracks all the way home from the center of town, hoping to feel the rattle of the train whoosh past her—but none came. In the middle of the night, she left Scott alone in bed to call her therapist on the phone, but Abdic didn’t answer. Now, Megan decides to go inside and get ready to go to a nearby forest, Corly Wood, to be alone and take some photographs. She needs to find something to fill her days—and soon. 

That evening, Megan comes home to find that Scott has been on her computer, no doubt searching through her browser history and emails. Dr. Abdic has suggested Megan keep a diary of her feelings—but she knows she can’t, not without Scott looking at it. Megan doesn’t blame Scott for going through her things—she is by no means a perfect wife.

Saturday, October 13, 2012. Megan wakes up, having slept five hours after doing something risky the night before. After Pilates last week, Megan asked a friend from class, Tara, if she wanted to go to a movie one night—then asked if Tara would cover for Megan while Megan went somewhere else. Megan asked Tara to answer if Scott called her and say Megan was in the bathroom, and then let Megan know Scott that had called so that Megan could get in touch with him. Tara agreed—and last night, under the guise of attending the cinema with Tara, Megan met up with an unnamed lover at a hotel nearby. At the end of their rendezvous, Megan’s lover told her that they couldn’t meet again—but Megan knows they will, because she has an “intoxicating” kind of power over this man.

That evening, Scott asks Megan if she had fun with Tara the night before. Megan replies that she had a great time and tells Scott that she wants to have Tara over for dinner soon. The two of them go to sit outside, and Scott asks more questions about Tara—including if she has children. Megan wants to avoid the subject, so she invites Scott up to the bedroom. As they begin having sex, Megan thinks about someone else.