Things We Didn’t See Coming

As he makes his way through the line of bedraggled civilians, the narrator is shocked to see Margo among them: clean and low-key, as if she has planned to see him here. The narrator tries to focus on the task at hand, which involves asking for ID and proof of circumstances from disaster victims. Normally, the narrator tries to keep some distance between himself and disaster sites, but boredom—and a spate of recent fires—has landed him here.

The narrator is in Brownlee, an oil town that has always been destined for collapse. The angry locals helped grow the fires, and now everything has been burnt to a crisp. To make matters worse, a new breed of Brazilian bug with a one-inch stinger has emerged; the stings feel like lit matches against skin. The narrator now works in Verification, handing out cash grants for disaster victims to relocate. He reflects that “it’s sick being loved like this.”

The narrator flashes back to the collapse of his relationship with Margo. After his new job forced him to stay at disaster sites longer (during the “Summer of Hurricanes”), Margo started spending time with a rugged, calm man named Shane who worked in Rescue. At first, the friendship seemed harmless, but the narrator soon realized that Margo was leaving him.

The last time the narrator saw Margo, she had just started working in Grief (though they were both helping out in Rescue). They were on a street filled with fake plantation homes, all replete with unnecessary double staircases and balconies. One of the houses was filled with stolen goods, probably left there by some squatters. Margo was inside, stealing useless goods as always—and though the narrator did not join her, he could at least watch as she stole.

Now, the narrator’s job is high-level and official, though he barely sleeps because his head is so full of images of devastation. When Margo gets to the front of the line, she asks to talk. The narrator notices that Shane is standing with her, and he insists on seeing her ID card, trying to keep doing business as usual. Margo takes out three fake ID cards—which she knows the narrator is duty-bound to report to Central.

The narrator questions why Margo would jeopardize herself by lying to him like this; she replies that “I wanted to see you.” The narrator keeps looking over at Central’s desk, but Margo is certain he will not report her. Instead, Margo flirts with the narrator, promising that Shane can’t hear them. The narrator is frustrated and hurt, but he does not report Margo (though he doesn’t give her a grant, either). 

That night, the narrator tries to sleep in the tent he shares with the psych counselor; everything smells like vinegar, because that is the only way to keep lice, contaminants, and the Brazilian stingers away. The psych counselor can’t sleep sober, so he is just about to black out. Margo arrives, telling the narrator that she wants to leave Shane and run away with him (they can use Shane’s car to escape). The narrator is hesitant, but Margo reminds him that their connection is so intense that it feels chemical.

At the end of the next day, the narrator reflects on his work, helping people find jobs, close out mortgages, and deal with their lost assets. He even called in a favor with Relocation to get Margo and Shane on the first bus out. The psych doctor, noticing that the narrator is on edge, offers him a drink. The narrator knows that the only way anyone copes is with pills, which allow them to stay up all night: joking, reminiscing, and trying to predict the rapture or the Second Coming (though the narrator does not believe in these things).

While Brownlee was integrated due to a Diversity Charter, the narrator reflects that all of the people here “are exactly the same.” All of them are poor, and all of them are used to being dislocated over and over again. Still, these people have fresh hope with each new cash grant, each new destination—which the narrator knows is foolish. He is disappointed to see that Margo and Shane are still there, having not gotten on the bus.

Margo shows up the next morning, when the narrator has just gotten out of the shower; he is embarrassed by his body. But when Margo presses, the narrator has to admit that he has been using his government job to stalk her files, even leaving his name on the searches so she’ll know what he’s doing. A Brazilian stinger attacks the narrator, and Margo calms him down as only she can. She extracts the stinger and treats it with vinegar, assuring the narrator there is nothing to fear.

Margo and the narrator make a plan: he will falsify Margo and Shane’s records, giving them the ID cards of two of Brownlee’s dead people. They’ll head off on a bus, and Margo will break up with Shane (she claims he sees it coming). The narrator will meet Margo at the bus depot, and they’ll escape somewhere together. Unlike the other refugees, the narrator has no hope that they’ll find any permanence in this new place.

Hugging his possessions close to his chest, the narrator sits in the front of the bus, next to the psych doctor. They start drinking juice with rum, and the doctor asks questions about the narrator’s break-up. The narrator tells the doctor everything, “absolv[ing]” and “canoniz[ing]” Margo in the process; he even mentions their theory about the chemical basis for their relationship, and the doctor jokes that vinegar is a better fix for pH imbalances than love. The narrator hopes Shane will wake up and put a stop to all of this.

At the next station, the narrator runs off the bus to vomit. As he throws up, he hopes he can purge “every collapsed life I’ve had to walk into and convert into dollars.” A knock on the door tells him his time is up, so the narrator dries himself off and stares at himself in the mirror. He looks sick, and he wonders what’s happening with Margo and Shane.

The narrator waits for Margo to meet him at the northbound bus depot. In front of him is a peppy family, eagerly discussing their options in the next town (the mom will get a job in records, the dad will work as a carpenter). The only food the family has are some half-rotten apples and carrots. After a while, Margo has yet to arrive, and the narrator begins to suspect that he is a “sucker”—that Margo was only using him to launch a new life for herself and Shane.

The narrator starts to panic, but he tries to focus on what he does have: money, a job, and “all that mother-loving freedom.” He could even try to track down his parents, now separated. But before he can get too deep into his thoughts, Margo arrives, tickets in hand. At last, they kiss. The narrator admires Margo, who “knows all the nuts and berries […] and the value of everything.” Unlike most other people, Margo is “a real survivor.” Instead of apologizing, Margo just promises that they can “fix” things together. As they board the bus, the narrator wonders what he has to fix.