This Is Where It Ends

by Marieke Nijkamp

Sylvia Morales Character Analysis

One of the novel’s four narrators and Tomás’s twin sister. Unlike her trouble-making brother, Sylvia is known for her good behavior and better grades; at the start of the novel, she’s just received her acceptance letter from Brown. However, Sylvia is considering deferring her dreams of academic success in order to stay home and care for her Mamá, who is dying of an unnamed degenerative disease. She’s also hesitant to leave Opportunity because of her relationship with Autumn, which she fears might fracture because of the distance. Furthermore, Sylvia is recovering after being raped by Tyler last summer as “punishment” for her illicit relationship; her refusal to share this trauma with anyone else makes her withdrawn and anxious, and strains her formerly close relationship with Tomás until she finally confesses her secret to him. Sylvia is gentler and more conventionally feminine than the tomboyish Claire or the combative Autumn, but her calm competence emerges as another, equally formidable form of strength, allowing her to hold her family together in a time of crisis and fearlessly confront Tyler during the shooting. At the end of the novel, Sylvia continues to stay strong for Autumn, who has been seriously wounded by Tyler, even as she mourns her own brother’s death at his hands.

Sylvia Morales Quotes in This Is Where It Ends

The This Is Where It Ends quotes below are all either spoken by Sylvia Morales or refer to Sylvia Morales. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Chapter 2 Quotes

It’s as if all of Opportunity falls away. We’re lost between making a home and escaping one. It won’t be long before our secrets choke us, before she finally realizes I don’t deserve her and she leaves me too.

Related Characters: Autumn Browne (speaker), Sylvia Morales
Page Number and Citation: 12
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Because what can I tell her? That I have the ticket out of town she’s been longing for? That I don’t even know what to do with it? Before Mamá fell ill, I would’ve leaped at this chance. But how can I leave now? Autumn would never understand.

Related Characters: Sylvia Morales (speaker), Autumn Browne
Page Number and Citation: 22
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Chapter 5 Quotes

The only things that give us purpose are the stories that tie us together. We all have so many secrets to keep. And I hold mine close.

Related Characters: Sylvia Morales (speaker), Autumn Browne
Page Number and Citation: 50
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Chapter 7 Quotes

The Browne family had been part of Opportunity for generations—but no more. When Mrs. Browne died, Ty raged against everyone who tried to help him. He wouldn’t eat the food anyone brought; he snarled at our sympathy. Still, the town forgave his grief. Until Mr. Browne drowned his sorrows in alcohol and Tyler doused his in hatred. After a while, Opportunity took the withdrawal and the lashing out personally.

Related Characters: Sylvia Morales (speaker), Tyler Browne
Page Number and Citation: 75
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This isn’t about returning fire or self-defense. This is about revenge. If this guy hurt my sister or anyone else, I’ll kill him. Slowly.

Related Characters: Tomás Morales (speaker), Tyler Browne, Sylvia Morales
Page Number and Citation: 82
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Chapter 10 Quotes

I can’t imagine what it’s like not to have that. For as much as I despise Tyler, I love Autumn. It’s why I could never tell her what he did. I want her to be able to keep the only true family she has.

Related Characters: Sylvia Morales (speaker), Autumn Browne, Tyler Browne
Page Number and Citation: 46
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Chapter 16 Quotes

I need to get to Sylv before Ty sees her. Because if he does, there will be nothing left. If she dies, I will never be able to tell her that she is the one who keeps me standing. That her lips taste like a promise. That she makes me want to be a better version of myself.

Related Characters: Autumn Browne (speaker), Tyler Browne, Sylvia Morales
Page Number and Citation: 187
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It’s everywhere and all consuming. Some days you think you can’t go on because the only thing waiting for you is more despair. Some days you don’t want to go on because it’s easier to give up than to get hurt again.

Related Characters: Sylvia Morales (speaker), Tyler Browne
Page Number and Citation: 189
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Chapter 23 Quotes

You can’t always settle your life in one place. The world was made to change. But as long as you cherish the memories and make new ones along the way, no matter where you are, you’ll always be at home.

Related Characters: Fareed Al-Sahar (speaker), Sylvia Morales
Page Number and Citation: 253
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Epilogue Quotes

We are tied to Opportunity, and maybe that’s the way it’s supposed to be. We plant our seeds here to take root and blossom.

Related Characters: Sylvia Morales (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 279
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I hold on for one more moment. Then, around me, other lanterns are released. They float over our heads into the darkness, toward the promise of a new day.

Related Characters: Sylvia Morales (speaker), Tomás Morales
Page Number and Citation: 281
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Sylvia Morales Character Timeline in This Is Where It Ends

The timeline below shows where the character Sylvia Morales appears in This Is Where It Ends. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
Chapter 1: 10:01-10:02 A.M.
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Sitting at Autumn’s left, Autumn’s girlfriend Sylvia points out the lack of originality in the principal’s speech. Stung, Autumn points out that... (full context)
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Sylvia looks at the empty seat next to Autumn as well. She’s relieved that Tyler isn’t... (full context)
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Sylvia has a history midterm now, but she hasn’t studied because her mother’s health has declined... (full context)
Chapter 2: 10:02-10:04 A.M.
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...of the last line, which states that his nemesis is reenrolling in school this semester. Sylvia has already mentioned this to Tomás, and her terrified look when she brought it up... (full context)
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Autumn’s back is full of knots, which Sylvia patiently massages. Autumn didn’t sleep well last night, especially because, with Tyler absent and Mr.... (full context)
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Suspecting what she’s feeling, Sylvia tells Autumn that she can talk about anything, but Autumn just shakes her head. Another... (full context)
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...be faced with pity. After telling Asha that her mother was “amazing,” Autumn leans against Sylvia and feels as if “all of Opportunity falls away.” (full context)
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Sylvia listens hopefully as Autumn opens up about her Mom’s beautiful dancing. Students are trying to... (full context)
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When Autumn asks Sylvia if she’s heard from Brown yet, Sylvia says no, even though she’s actually clenching her... (full context)
Chapter 3: 10:04-10:05 A.M.
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Autumn reflects that while Sylvia thinks of dance as a career, Asha understands that for Autumn, it’s a “heartbeat.” Autumn... (full context)
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Sylvia lightly holds Autumn’s wrist as they move towards the back of the auditorium, even though... (full context)
Chapter 4: 10:05-10:07 A.M.
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...find a way to warn someone, but Tomás also realizes with horror that his sister, Sylvia, is in the auditorium. (full context)
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Sylvia is shocked and terrified to see Tyler standing at the front of the room. She... (full context)
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Sylvia screams and Asha drops her bag. Autumn realizes that all the doors are locked, and... (full context)
Chapter 5: 10:07-10:10 A.M.
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Frozen with shock, Sylvia can barely hear or understand what’s going on around her. She thinks about her Mamá,... (full context)
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Tyler has tried to tear them all apart, although Sylvia has never told the others about this. Sylvia and Autumn habitually spend the summers hanging... (full context)
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Sylvia hoped that Autumn heard her brother’s voice and would come out of the shed, but... (full context)
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...but now she’s about to lose her brother and her girlfriend. She hugs the crying Sylvia and promises to protect her, pulling her into the farthest corner of the room. Tyler... (full context)
Chapter 6: 10:10-10:12 A.M.
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For once, Sylvia wishes she could forget everything, like her Mamá. Around her, students are holding and comforting... (full context)
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...office, but Tomás looks at the empty hallway and knows he can’t leave, not with Sylvia still in the building. Grimly, Fareed says they should be prepared to encounter the shooter;... (full context)
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...in, but instead he “lost everything.” Autumn feels sick hearing his words and continues pulling Sylvia towards the door; she doesn’t want to get caught in a crush of students if... (full context)
Chapter 7: 10:12-10:15 A.M.
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Sylvia reflects that Opportunity is a community oriented around its history and roots, from the mayor... (full context)
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...behavior, Autumn is extremely loyal to her brother and only questioned his character once, when Sylvia revealed to her that Tyler knew about their relationship and tried to pressure her into... (full context)
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...to screwdrivers. Right now, he’s not worried about self-defense but rather revenge: if Tyler hurts Sylvia, Tomas vows to “kill him slowly.” He hopes the police get here fast. (full context)
Chapter 8: 10:15-10:18 A.M.
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Sylvia has always been seen as the strong one in her family, the best at caring... (full context)
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Sylvia looks at Autumn, who she knows would “do anything for Tyler.” She wants to hug... (full context)
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...also “vindictive;” for example, after getting in a fight with Tomás, he tried to corner Sylvia at a dance and kiss her in revenge. Claire stumbled upon him in the act,... (full context)
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...town is taking everything away from me.” Claire reminds him coldly that neither she nor Sylvia is involved in his fights with Tomás. Seeing how angry she is, he begs her... (full context)
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Seeing Sylvia backed against the door, Autumn hates to think that her tough girlfriend is breaking down... (full context)
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...she could go back to the days when Tyler took care of her. She releases Sylvia and crawls toward the stage, hoping that if he finds her he won’t be able... (full context)
Chapter 9: 10:18-10:20 A.M.
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...his brothers all the tasks of running a farm, including picking locks. He never included Sylvia in these classes because she was “the apple of his eye” with a “bright future... (full context)
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...words to the Spanish prayers he grew up with, and with his Mamá sick and Sylvia so distant, his family seems like it’s about to fracture. (full context)
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Watching Nyah struggle in Tyler’s grasp, Sylvia is frozen in fear. Then she springs forward to join the group pinning Asha down.... (full context)
Chapter 10: 10:20-10:22 A.M.
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Sylvia doesn’t know if it was smart to knock on the door, but she’s more and... (full context)
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Autumn seems to get smaller with every step she takes toward Tyler, and Sylvia wonders when she last “laughed without reservation.” She doesn’t want her girlfriend to give in... (full context)
Chapter 11: 10:22-10:25 A.M.
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...rhythm he started, Tomás realizes that his sister is there. He regrets that he and Sylvia have barely talked all year, breaking apart after years of being partners in crime. Sylvia... (full context)
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Sylvia is torn between hope that Tomás will help and fear for his safety. She can’t... (full context)
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In a flashback, Sylvia remembers the fateful night of junior prom, when Tyler “demanded” to dance with her. When... (full context)
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...accuses her of thinking she’s better than him and abandoning her family for her girlfriend, Sylvia. Crying, Autumn replies that she loves him. Tyler smiles, and the familiar expression is heartbreaking... (full context)
Chapter 12: 10:25-10:27
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Sylvia watches Autumn and vows to kill Tyler if he hurts her. On the other side... (full context)
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In a flashback, Sylvia remembers Autumn’s fifteenth birthday. Still alive, Mrs. Browne takes them to Birmingham to see The... (full context)
Chapter 13: 10:27-10:28
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...stealthy yet still communicate the possibility of escape to those inside. Pulling gently, he sees Sylvia alive inside the auditorium; but he’s shocked at the bodies onstage, including those of several... (full context)
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...or rushes out the door; instead, the students move with care and coordination. Tomás wishes Sylvia would leave immediately, but she instead works her way through the students, spreading the word. (full context)
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Sylvia sees Autumn fall to the ground and watches Tyler strike her again. She wills Autumn... (full context)
Chapter 14: 10:28-10:30 A.M.
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When Autumn catches sight of Sylvia, she’s able to dance again with joy and hope. But then her ankle twists, and... (full context)
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Sylvia taps a particularly dazed and terrified sophomore to tell him that the doors are open,... (full context)
Chapter 15: 10:30-10:32 A.M.
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...helping the wounded to walk, but the front rows are still full of dead bodies. Sylvia knows she could turn away, but she can’t leave Autumn alone with Tyler. As she... (full context)
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...he thought Autumn shared his feelings of loneliness, actually she’s betrayed him for “that slut,” Sylvia. Taking courage, Autumn says that he can blame her for a lot of things, but... (full context)
Chapter 16: 10:32-10:35 A.M.
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...many make it into the hallway, the auditorium descends into chaos. Tomás looks around for Sylvia, who is standing too close to Tyler. Thinking about the possibility of the shooter hurting... (full context)
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...crawls away from him as fast as possible, knowing that she needs to get to Sylvia before Tyler does, if only to tell her how much she loves her. She passes... (full context)
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Sylvia is bolstered by Autumn’s declaration of love for her in front of Tyler. Approaching him,... (full context)
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Outside the room, Sylvia can hear bullets thudding against the walls. She hugs Tomás fiercely, unsure if she’s mad... (full context)
Chapter 17: 10:35-10:37 A.M.
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Sylvia, Tomás, and Fareed are out of Tyler’s sight but still worried, as  Tyler has left... (full context)
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...classrooms. The police will see them and help, and Tyler won’t know where they are. Sylvia looks at a boy who is dying of gunshot wounds in front of the auditorium,... (full context)
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Pulling Sylvia along, Tomás sneaks up the stairs. He knows that Fareed is right and there’s nowhere... (full context)
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Tomás reassures Sylvia that the shooting has nothing to do with her, even though he doesn’t really think... (full context)
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Tomás asks if Sylvia ever saw Tyler after junior prom, but Sylvia just looks away and doesn’t answer. Suddenly,... (full context)
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...to be filled with “anger, loathing, and fear.” She knows that she needs to find Sylvia and protect her from Tyler, but Matt is counting on her for comfort and protection... (full context)
Chapter 18: 10:37-10:39 A.M.
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Fareed instructs Tomás and Sylvia to find an open classroom and barricade themselves inside, after which they’ll use an emergency... (full context)
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Sylvia can’t believe that she’s left Autumn behind in the auditorium. In a flashback, she recalls... (full context)
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In the flashback, Autumn opens up enough to ask Sylvia for help preparing her Julliard audition, and Sylvia agrees. Autumn says fiercely that she wants... (full context)
Chapter 19: 10:39-10:42 A.M.
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...upon a classroom whose door handle Tomás broke in a prank last year. Tomás drags Sylvia inside, but he’s still worried that Tyler could sneak up on him in silence. Sylvia... (full context)
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Again, Tomás asks his sister what Tyler did to her. In a flashback, Sylvia remembers their previous closeness as children, when they used to sneak out of bed at... (full context)
Chapter 20: 10:42-10:44 A.M.
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...she’s expected to leave Matt behind; she also doesn’t want to leave the building while Sylvia and Tyler are still inside. Despite what her brother did, Matt is right in saying... (full context)
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Looking out the window, Fareed concludes that the roof is safe. He helps Sylvia over the windowsill and walks off across the roof to look for the police. Still... (full context)
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To himself, Tomás thinks that he would do anything to see Sylvia smile again. He apologizes for fighting with her so much over the last year, and... (full context)
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Tomás asks Sylvia to tell their Mamá what he did during the shooting, about all the pranks they... (full context)
Chapter 21: 10:44-10:46 A.M.
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...they leave she sees bullet-riddled lockers and more bodies on the floor. She wonders if Sylvia has gone outside, but she knows that Tyler must still be in the building if... (full context)
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...is startled to see him but recovers his balance, taunting Tomás for trying to protect Sylvia. He says that Tomás is in his control now and can do nothing to save... (full context)
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Tyler shoots at the wall and threatens to assault Sylvia again after killing Tomás. Tomás counters that even without him Sylvia will still be safe... (full context)
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Sylvia is appalled by her brother’s behavior. She can hear parents and police on the ground... (full context)
Chapter 22: 10:46-10:47 A.M.
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Sylvia reflects that Tomás has always enjoyed gray days like today; he likes to harness the... (full context)
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Autumn walks down the seemingly endless second floor corridor, looking for Sylvia. As she rounds the corner she sees Tyler standing in the hallway over Tomás’s dead... (full context)
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...in the bystanders, and the way the parents have banded together to support each other. Sylvia’s sick Mamá is confused and frightened, but Chris’s mother comes to stand next to her... (full context)
Chapter 23: 10:47-10:48 A.M.
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Inside the classroom, Sylvia can hear Autumn telling Tyler that the police have arrived, and knows that the ordeal... (full context)
Chapter 24: 10:48-10:50 A.M.
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In a flashback, Sylvia recalls the day that Autumn came to school wearing the bracelet that Tyler gave her.... (full context)
Chapter 25: 10:50-10:53 A.M.
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The classroom door opens suddenly and Sylvia starts screaming. Confusion ensues as the police ascertain that she and Fareed aren’t armed, and... (full context)
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...officer leaning over her and calling for a paramedic. She’s confused and terrified, but then Sylvia arrives to stroke her face and calm her down. Autumn wants to kiss her, no... (full context)
Chapter 26: 10:53-10:55 A.M.
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Sylvia follows Autumn as the paramedics put her on a stretcher and take her out of... (full context)
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Autumn floats on the stretcher, holding tight to Sylvia’s hand. She feels that the world has completely changed since the last time she was... (full context)
Epilogue: 11:59 P.M.
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...plans for dancing now forestalled. Instead of running away, she’s now “tied to Opportunity,” but Sylvia reflects that everyone who endured the shooting is bound to the town as well. (full context)
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On the roof, everyone forms a quiet circle. Fareed stands next to Sylvia and prays quietly. She wishes that Tomás were here, playing a prank as usual, but... (full context)
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...lost. The students light the lanterns in unison and send them up into the sky. Sylvia wants to keep hold of Tomás, but she knows that she needs to release him... (full context)