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Ellie is obviously struggling with the moral implications of killing the soldiers. Her feelings of being “permanently damaged” and her fear that she won’t be “normal again” implies that she can’t go back to the basic good person she was before. She can never be an “ex-murderer,” like the Hermit. Ellie is “guilty and ashamed” because she believes killing others is wrong, and now she fears she is a bad person.