Turtles All the Way Down
by John Green

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All the characters in Turtles All the Way Down are intensely interested in the English language. They're all very well read, and the novel is filled with allusions and references to a number of classic novels, like F. Scott Fitzgerald’s Tender is the Night and Shakespeare’s The Tempest. The characters are also interested in the mechanics of language itself. They ask questions about parts of speech and sentence structure, as well as the words the English language offers to describe different intangible things. As the characters borrow language from authors, poets, and each other, borrowing words from others to create meaning out of their own lives through language becomes, for the characters, an integral part of the process of forging identities.

Many of Aza's questions about language have to do with her inability to describe her pain and her thought spirals to her friends or her therapist, let alone to herself. Her therapist, Dr. Singh, offers the insight that although pain is undeniably real, there are few words to truly describe the depths or the particulars of someone's pain. This leads Aza to one of her scariest questions: if she doesn't have the words to describe herself, is she even real? In this way, Aza creates an equivalence between being real and being able to articulate the meaning of one's experience. In turn, Aza wonders if she's not just unreal, but fictional and literally made up of words written by someone else.

As Aza continues to question her own reality, her increasingly intense thought spirals—along with her inability to articulate her feelings—lead her to feel increasingly isolated. Daisy and Davis, on the other hand, use language as a tool for processing their emotions, by writing Star Wars fanfiction and poetry, respectively. Daisy's weekly Chewbacca installments allow her to mentally escape from reality while making sense of what reality throws at her. Her characters take on the qualities of individuals in Daisy's real life, and the anonymous online platform gives her the opportunity to write what she actually thinks about those individuals. Davis, on the other hand, uses his blog as a public diary. He follows a very specific format in which he respond to a quotation (usually from a novel or from Shakespeare) with a short musing about his life that loosely ties in with the quote. In both cases, Daisy and Davis find a sense of purpose and some relief from their daily struggles by putting their thoughts not just on paper and out of their heads, but literally into the public sphere of the internet. Notably, John Green himself has said about his own novel that he achieved a similar sense of purpose and relief by engaging with Aza, writing her story, and sharing it with others.

This idea that language can be healing echoes throughout the novel: Davis achieves a sense of closure for himself through writing on his blog, and Daisy eventually kills off Ayala, the character who resembles Aza, in order to make amends with Aza. Meanwhile, Aza continues seeing Dr. Singh for talk therapy to manage her illness and her intrusive thoughts. Dr. Singh, however, has a very specific idea of how language can be used to heal and bring closure and comfort. She often nitpicks Aza's word choice when Aza describes her mental illness and encourages her to use language that paints her as more powerful than the illness. In this way, Dr. Singh makes it abundantly clear to Aza that the specific language people use is very important. Language can give a person power or take their power away. In this sense, Dr. Singh suggests that language not only helps people understand their reality—it can also help change a person's reality. The fact that Aza chooses to write a book is perhaps the ultimate testament that she internalizes this lesson about the importance of language.

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Language and Meaning Quotes in Turtles All the Way Down

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Chapter 1 Quotes

... and meanwhile I was thinking that if half the cells inside of you are not you, doesn't that challenge the whole notion of me as a singular pronoun, let alone the author of my fate?

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Daisy, Mychal
Related Symbols: Bacteria (C. diff), Circles and Spirals
Page Number and Citation: 5
Explanation and Analysis:
Aza sits eating lunch with Daisy and Mychal but is unable to concentrate on their conversation because she's in a thought spiral. Her musing introduces one of her central questions of the novel: is the idea of "self" singular, and how does one define one's self? Notably, she attempts to define it in terms of language and grammar, rather than through more conventional markers of identity like a person’s personality. Although language can be extremely abstract, grammar is fairly concrete, with rules, exceptions, and guidelines. Using grammar, then, to consider these questions illustrates Aza attempting to create a sense of Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti s

Chapter 5 Quotes

I have these thoughts that Dr. Karen Singh calls "intrusives," but the first time she said it, I heard "invasives," which I like better, because, like invasive weeds, these thoughts seem to arrive at my biosphere from some faraway land, and then they spread out of control.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Dr. Singh
Related Symbols: Circles and Spirals
Page Number and Citation: 45
Explanation and Analysis:
Aza explains her intrusive thoughts and thought spirals for the reader as she fixates on Davis holding her hand in the car. The way that Aza describes these thoughts shows that she conceptualizes them as things that are entirely foreign to and separate from her. She doesn't see her intrusive thoughts as part of her identity, but rather, they're something that threatens to change her identity. This is also represented in the language Aza chooses to describe them. Rather than use Dr. Singh's term "intrusive thought," she chooses to call the thoughts "invasive." In this way, she shifts the character Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae vol

Chapter 6 Quotes

And he was obviously a person. Like, what even makes you a person? He had a body and a soul and feelings, and he spoke a language, and he was an adult, and if he and Rey were in hot, hairy, communicative love, then let's just thank God that two consenting, sentient adults found each other in a dark and broken galaxy.

Related Characters: Daisy (speaker), Aza Holmes
Related Symbols: The Sky, Stars, and Astronomy
Page Number and Citation: 66
Explanation and Analysis:
At Applebee's one night, Daisy has an argument with someone on the internet about whether or not Chewbacca is a person. She's angry that this person believes Chewbacca isn't a person, and proceeds to name, for Aza, some qualities that constitute personhood. Daisy's definition of personhood requires that a person have a language to describe themselves, and that they have already come of age. The passage shows that, while Aza herself is consumed with questions regarding her own personhood, Daisy by contrast seems to have a confident and clearly developed opinion about what constitutes a person, and doesn’t have patience Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Even

Chapter 8 Quotes

I wanted to tell her that I was getting better, because that was supposed to be the narrative of illness: it was a hurdle you jumped over, or a battle you won. Illness is a story told in the past tense.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Dr. Singh
Page Number and Citation: 85
Explanation and Analysis:
In the car on the way to one of her therapy sessions, Aza thinks about what she's going to tell Dr. Singh about how she's doing. Here, she identifies that illness is something that someone gets over. Mental illness, however, is often not like that. For many, it's something that they'll suffer with their entire lives, in varying degrees of intensity or relative wellness. It's uncomfortable for Aza to realize that her illness doesn't fit this prescribed narrative, as it means that rather than use this narrative, she must come up with her own. Although this leads ultimately to her Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam con

You're right that self isn't simple, Aza. Maybe it's not even singular. Self is a plurality, but pluralities can also be integrated, right? Think of a rainbow. It's one arc of light, but also seven differently colored arcs of light.

Related Characters: Dr. Singh (speaker), Aza Holmes
Page Number and Citation: 87
Explanation and Analysis:
When Aza asks if the idea of "self" is singular in her therapy session, Dr. Singh encourages her to see herself as many different integrated identities, rather than just the collection of different and often disparate identities. What Dr. Singh is asking is for Aza to consider her seemingly opposed identities and personalities as all normal parts of her singular self, not something to be afraid of. Aza fears that the different identities mean that there's something wrong with her, while Dr. Singh insists that her questions and fears about identity are common to the teenage experience. She quietly and Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mol

And we're such language-based creatures that to some extent we cannot know what we cannot name. And so we assume it isn't real.

Related Characters: Dr. Singh (speaker), Aza Holmes
Page Number and Citation: 89
Explanation and Analysis:
Dr. Singh explains to Aza why physical or psychological pain can be so difficult for people to explain. She suggests that there simply aren't words in the English language to describe most kinds of pain. For Aza, this insight means that she's traveling uncharted territory as she struggles with her mental illness—she's truly unable to use the stories or the language of others to create meaning out of her own situation, as the language just isn't there for her to draw from. Moments like these also draw attention to the silent and hidden nature of unseen illnesses in general, and Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitat

Chapter 9 Quotes

... now I was talking about parasite-infected bird feces, which was more or less the opposite of romance, but I couldn't stop myself, because I wanted him to understand that I felt like the fish, like my whole story was written by someone else.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Davis Pickett Jr.
Page Number and Citation: 106
Explanation and Analysis:
Aza and Davis are lying out on the Pickett golf course and Aza is describing the life cycle of a particular parasite that infects fish and birds. The parasite causes infected fish to try to get eaten by birds so the parasite's life cycle can continue in another organism. For Aza, this is disturbing proof that bacteria, and “things unseen” more generally, have power to control a being's thoughts and actions. Here, bacteria-driven thoughts can literally kill, and this story gives Aza a way to try to make sense and give voice to her own fears. This shows that she Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus temp

Chapter 12 Quotes

He's, just... I guess at some point, you realize that whoever takes care of you is just a person, and that they have no superpowers and can't actually protect you from getting hurt. Which is one thing. But Noah is starting to understand that maybe the person he thought was a superhero turns out sort of to be the villain.

Related Characters: Davis Pickett Jr. (speaker), Aza Holmes, Noah, Davis Pickett, Sr.
Related Symbols: Iron Man
Page Number and Citation: 147
Explanation and Analysis:
Davis explains to Aza that Noah is struggling with the knowledge that his dad might not be the good guy he thought he was. In this regard, Noah struggles with some of the same things that Aza does. Noah's closely-guarded image of his father be suddenly becomes not just unhelpful, but actually harmful. By insisting that the world exists the way he thinks it should, Noah refuses to see the truth (that his dad might be a villain) and use that to move on and begin to grow up. Instead, he tries to use idealistic language to describe what's going Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dol

When my thoughts spiraled, I was in the spiral, and of it. And I wanted to tell him that the idea of being in a feeling gave language to something I couldn't describe before, created a form for it, but I couldn't figure out how to say any of that out loud.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Davis Pickett Jr.
Related Symbols: Circles and Spirals
Page Number and Citation: 150
Explanation and Analysis:
After realizing that love is the only emotion or feeling that people get to be "in," Aza applies this idea to how she experiences her anxious thought spirals. She conceptualizes them as something that wholly consumes her and robs her of any agency or sense of safety. It's not something she merely experiences, either; her entire identity becomes the spiral. It's important to note here that although she can't put any of this into words for Davis, she does put the words together for herself and for the reader. This shows Aza developing a language and a vocabulary for herself Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam offici

Chapter 13 Quotes

Him: When you're on a Ferris wheel all anyone ever talks about is being on the Ferris wheel and the view from the Ferris wheel and whether the Ferris wheel is scary and how many more times it will go around. Dating is like that. Nobody who's doing it ever talks about anything else.

Related Characters: Davis Pickett Jr. (speaker), Aza Holmes
Related Symbols: Circles and Spirals
Page Number and Citation: 162
Explanation and Analysis:
Texting the morning after their first kiss, Aza tries to insist that she can't date Davis. In response, Davis says that dating is silly and cyclical, and likens it to being on a Ferris wheel. This analogy shows that Davis, too, looks for circular and spiral patterns to make sense of his thoughts and his inner world. For Davis, dating is a circular trap: he sees that a couple just goes round and round talking about dating and nothing else, and never actually doing anything else. However, unlike Aza (who generally finds comfort in discovering these circular patterns), Davis wants Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut

Chapter 16 Quotes

When I was little, I knew monsters weren't, like, real. But I also knew I could be hurt by things that weren't real. I knew that made-up things mattered, and could kill you.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Daisy, Ayala
Page Number and Citation: 196
Explanation and Analysis:
Aza considers that non-real things can be harmful as she drives to school the morning after reading Daisy's fanfiction. Daisy's fanfiction is so disturbing for Aza because she realizes that Daisy's feelings towards Aza aren't all positive: the character Ayala is based off of Aza, and ruins everything for the other characters. Ayala is certainly not real—she's very much fictional—but Aza recognizes that her discovery of Ayala, and by extension, her discovery that Daisy feels this way about her, have the potential to do real harm. Aza is, of course, right. The fictional Ayala leads Aza and Daisy to their Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusant

It's just, like, this isn't going to be some story where the poor, penniless girl gets rich and then realizes that truth matters more than money and establishes her heroism by going back to being the poor, penniless girl, okay?

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Davis Pickett, Sr., Daisy
Page Number and Citation: 199
Explanation and Analysis:
Daisy watches a Star Wars movie while Aza looks up articles about Mr. Pickett, and Daisy tells Aza again to drop the case. Daisy insists that the case is closed: she and Aza got the money, and for her, that's more important than learning the truth about what happened to Mr. Pickett. This illustrates the girls' respective financial situations. For Daisy, $50,000 is enough to be able to quit her job and abandon a compelling mystery. For Aza, that same amount is enough to make her believe she has options for college, but it's not tempting enough to make her Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commo

Chapter 17 Quotes

It was saying that my bacteria were affecting my thinking--maybe not directly, but through the information they told my gut to send to my brain. Maybe you're not even thinking this thought. Maybe your thinking's infected.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker)
Related Symbols: Bacteria (C. diff), Circles and Spirals
Page Number and Citation: 210
Explanation and Analysis:
On Wikipedia one night, Aza comes across the "gut-brain informational axis," which is the cycle that allows gut bacteria to interact with a person's brain and indirectly influence their thinking. For Aza, this is ultimate proof that she's not in control. Her greatest fear—bacteria—is in control, and there's no way for her to know if or how much her bacteria is controlling her thinking. This shows the final tightening of Aza’s thought spiral that culminates in her mental breakdown in the hospital. Her desire to be clean and disinfect everything—including her body and her mind—causes her to consume hand sanitizer Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi

Please just let me out. Whoever is authoring me, let me up out of this. Anything to be out of this.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker)
Related Symbols: Circles and Spirals
Page Number and Citation: 211
Explanation and Analysis:
As Aza tries to sleep after consuming hand sanitizer, she implores “whoever is authoring[her]” to let her out of the novel and out of her thought spirals. This request serves several purposes. First, it hearkens back to Dr. Singh drawing Aza's attention to James Joyce's novel Ulysses, in which a character asks Joyce to let her out of the novel. It shows a character acknowledging that they're fictional and begging their creator to write them something more bearable. However, for Aza, this takes a different tenor after she reveals that she's actually the author of the novel. Until the very Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliqua

Chapter 21 Quotes

My whole life I thought I was the star of an overly earnest romance movie, and it turns out I was in a goddamned buddy comedy all along.

Related Characters: Daisy (speaker), Aza Holmes
Page Number and Citation: 241
Explanation and Analysis:
Daisy walks Aza to class on Aza's first day back to school after the accident and tells her that she misunderstood the kind of movie or story she was in. This shows that, just like everyone else, Daisy is trying to apply the tropes and conventions from other stories to the life she experiences in order to make sense of what's going on. Daisy was unable to make sense of events because she believed herself to be in a romance movie and neglected Aza, her counterpart in the buddy comedy that is her life. Notably, Daisy's comment about being in Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Exp

Chapter 22 Quotes

You're the narrator, the protagonist, and the sidekick. You're the storyteller and the story told. You are somebody's something, but you are also your own.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker), Daisy, Mychal
Page Number and Citation: 257
Explanation and Analysis:
As Aza and Daisy sing along with a pop song on the radio, Aza experiences this revelation that she actually fills many roles, both in the novel and in her life as a whole. Although she positions herself as Daisy's sidekick mere pages into the novel, at this point she begins to accept that she's the protagonist of her own life in addition to being a sidekick to Daisy. In particular, when Aza says that she's the storyteller, it shows that she's discovering that she does have the power to use language to control her situation—and further, that language itself Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occ

Chapter 24 Quotes

I know that girl would go on, that she would grow up, have children and love them, that despite loving them she would get too sick to care for them, be hospitalized, get better, and then get sick again. I know a shrink would say, Write it down, how you got here.
So you would, and in writing it down you realize, love is not a tragedy or a failure, but a gift.

Related Characters: Aza Holmes (speaker)
Related Symbols: Circles and Spirals
Page Number and Citation: 285
Explanation and Analysis:
Aza steps out of the novel to explain that she's actually writing this story as an adult after a psychiatrist asked her to write how she got to where she is now. As Aza offers a brief picture of what her life looked like after the end of the novel, she makes it very clear that her mental illness is something that's with her forever, and something that fluctuates in intensity. Her experience in the hospital at 16 wasn't the final endpoint of her illness—rather, it was one of several landmark moments in a long journey. This makes it very Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possimus quo. Non inventore in. Eligendi atque placeat. Molestiae earum eum. Libero sit beatae. At