"Renouncement," by Alice Meynell, is a Petrarchan sonnet that explores the agony of forbidden or unattainable love. The speaker spends all day fighting off thoughts of the person she loves, but as soon as she falls asleep, her desires rise to the surface in her dreams. Though it never references the poet's life directly, "Renouncement" was inspired by Meynell's love for a Roman Catholic priest (Catholic priests cannot marry, so this love had no chance of coming to fruition). Meynell published "Renouncement" in her second poetry collection, Poems, in 1893. As is typical for sonnets, the poem is written in iambic pentameter.
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1I must not think of thee; and, tired yet strong,
2I shun the thought that lurks in all delight—
3The thought of thee—and in the blue heaven's height,
4And in the sweetest passage of a song.
5Oh, just beyond the fairest thoughts that throng
6This breast, the thought of thee waits hidden yet bright;
7But it must never, never come in sight;
8I must stop short of thee the whole day long.
9But when sleep comes to close each difficult day,
10When night gives pause to the long watch I keep,
11And all my bonds I needs must loose apart,
12Must doff my will as raiment laid away,—
13With the first dream that comes with the first sleep
14I run, I run, I am gathered to thy heart.
1I must not think of thee; and, tired yet strong,
2I shun the thought that lurks in all delight—
3The thought of thee—and in the blue heaven's height,
4And in the sweetest passage of a song.
5Oh, just beyond the fairest thoughts that throng
6This breast, the thought of thee waits hidden yet bright;
7But it must never, never come in sight;
8I must stop short of thee the whole day long.
9But when sleep comes to close each difficult day,
10When night gives pause to the long watch I keep,
11And all my bonds I needs must loose apart,
12Must doff my will as raiment laid away,—
13With the first dream that comes with the first sleep
14I run, I run, I am gathered to thy heart.
I must not think of thee; and, tired yet strong,
I shun the thought that lurks in all delight—
The thought of thee—and in the blue heaven's height,
And in the sweetest passage of a song.
Oh, just beyond the fairest thoughts that throng
This breast, the thought of thee waits hidden yet bright;
But it must never, never come in sight;
I must stop short of thee the whole day long.
But when sleep comes to close each difficult day,
When night gives pause to the long watch I keep,
And all my bonds I needs must loose apart,
Must doff my will as raiment laid away,—
With the first dream that comes with the first sleep
I run, I run, I am gathered to thy heart.
Select any word below to get its definition in the context of the poem. The words are listed in the order in which they appear in the poem.
The Poem Aloud — Listen to a reading of "Renouncement."
Meynell's Biography — Learn more about Alice Meynell's life and the inspiration for "Renouncement."
An Introduction to Victorian Poetry — Check out a brief overview of the era in which Meynell wrote.
The Poems of Alice Meynell — View a a June 1923 issue of The Atlantic in which a posthumous review of Meynell's collected poems appears.