An Imaginary Life
by David Malouf
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Childhood, Fate, and Identity Theme Analysis

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Although the Roman Ovid is known as a sophisticated, “metropolitan poet,” he spends his childhood on a rural farm, living a simple, happy life surrounded by nature. After his irreverent poems earn the ire of the Roman emperor, the government exiles Ovid to the remote village of Tomis, which resembles his childhood home in that it is simple, quiet, and surrounded by nature. As the years in exile pass, Ovid recalls his early years and considers how they shaped his fate of spending the last years of his life beyond Roman civilization. Ovid’s reflections on fate suggest that the past, especially childhood, sets one on a certain, unavoidable trajectory to fulfill their true identity.

Ovid believes that his childhood experiences destine him for a simple lifestyle in close proximity to nature, suggesting that a person’s early life shapes one’s their fate, even though one may try to resist it. Ovid grows up on a farm, living a simple lifestyle close to nature with his father, brother, and family slaves. Often, while his father is away, Ovid and his brother live in the farmhouses with the nurses, who raise them alongside their own children. Looking back as an adult, in exile, Ovid feels as if something “was being revealed” to him during this simple, happy life which should have shaped him to take up that lifestyle himself. Ovid’s recollection of those years, feeling that they were leading him to become a particular person, suggests that a person’s childhood shapes one’s future, putting one on a particular trajectory through life.

Ovid’s eventual exile out of Rome and into a simpler lifestyle in Tomis (despite his efforts to remain a sophisticated poet) suggests that one’s fate, shaped by childhood, is inevitable. One must ultimately fulfill one’s true destiny. In adulthood, Ovid runs from his childhood and becomes a man of the city, a “metropolitan poet.” However, he recounts that at the height of his success, he feels “anxiety and some sense of disgust” at the contrast between his childhood and current identity. Rather than recognize that he is shaped by his simple and pleasant childhood, Ovid the poet sees himself as a “creature of my own impudent views and with no family behind me, no tribe, no country, no past of any kind.” Ovid tries to reject the path that his childhood set before him by by “inventing a hundred false identities,” suggesting that one may try to resist one’s fate by constructing a new, alternate identity for oneself. Although Ovid tries to reject his fate, his exile from Rome ultimately fulfills that destiny by forcing him to live a quiet, simple life in Tomis, once again in close proximity to nature. As Ovid learns to accept his exile, he considers that life in Tomis is the inevitable result of his childhood, the fulfillment of the life from which he ran away. He says, “this place is the true destination I have been seeking, and that my life here, however painful, is my true fate, the one I have spent my whole existence trying to escape.” That is, one’s fate is inevitable, the natural and unavoidable result of one’s childhood experiences.

More than than just inevitable, however, Ovid regards his life in exile as his “second chance” to “become at last the one you intended to be,” suggesting that a person’s fate leads one to embrace one’s real identity and be who one truly is. This idea is mirrored in the Child’s journey as well. Ovid initially fears that, since the Child has grown up in the forest alone and feral, he has no childhood or ancestry to tell him who to be. However, in Ovid’s final days, he sees the Child walking away from him and from human society to return to the wilderness where the Child is happy and free. The sight makes Ovid “unbearably happy,” implying that the Child’s rightful place is in the wilderness, where he came from and where he can be who he truly is. Ovid’s joy at fulfilling his own destiny, embracing his own identity, and seeing the Child do the same suggests that the greatest fulfillment in life comes from one accepting who one is and where one comes from, following the course that fate lays for each individual. Although David Malouf never specifies what force draws a person along toward their fate, he presents it as a nonetheless powerful force in one’s life and the key to one’s personal fulfillment.

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Childhood, Fate, and Identity Quotes in An Imaginary Life

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Chapter 2 Quotes

As a Roman citizen of the knightly order, the descendant of a whole line of warriors, with the law and the flower of Roman civilization to protect against barbarians, I scoffed at such old-fashioned notions as duty, patriotism, the military virtues. And here I was, aged fifty, standing on guard at the very edge of the known world.

Related Characters: Ovid (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 55
Explanation and Analysis:
During the winter, Ovid is called to take his turn standing guard on the wall, defending Tomis against barbarian raiders from the north. Ovid’s sudden military service is ironic, since he’s spent his entire life until this point rejecting anything to do with warfare or nationalism. However, his unwilling entrance into his ancestral warrior tradition plays into the story’s theme of fate and identity. In a sense, Ovid seemed destined by his Roman lineage and childhood to become a statesmen or a soldier, but he rejects that life to become the sophisticated metropolitan poet instead. Although Ovid forged a new Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possi

I have stopped finding fault with creation and have learned to accept it. We have some power in us that knows its own ends. It is that that drives us on to what we must finally become. We have only to conceive of the possibility and somehow the spirit works in us to make it actual. This is the true meaning of transformation.

Related Characters: Ovid (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 64
Explanation and Analysis:
After several years, Ovid accepts his exiled life in Tomis and stops pining for the world he left behind. His decision to accept “creation” or the natural state of the world, rather than to criticize the village and the natural world for their lack of cultivation, marks a major transition in Ovid’s character and worldview. Ovid’s shift in attitude coincides with his strengthening grasp of Tomis’s language, which again suggests that the villagers’ language provides him with the perspective to appreciate the world he lives in. The villagers’ language, which observes and accepts reality rather than trying to explain it, Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem acc

Chapter 3 Quotes

I too know all the boundary stones of our land, but to me they mean something different. They are where the world begins. Beyond them lies Rome and all the known world that we Romans have power over. Out there, beyond the boundary stones, the mystery begins.

Related Characters: Ovid (speaker), Ovid’s Brother
Page Number and Citation: 87
Explanation and Analysis:
Ovid reflects on how, for his brother, the edges of their family’s land marks the end of the world. For Ovid, however, the edge marks the beginning. Ovid makes this statement to reflect on the difference between his dutiful brother and frivolous self. His brother’s world, his life’s focus, is the range of their family estate and his duty to uphold their family’s honor. Ovid’s brother accepts the fate and identity that his family gives to him. Meanwhile, Ovid’s sense that his world begins beyond the boundary stones suggests that he disregards family and duty, but sees his individual fulfillment Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possimus quo. Non inventore in. Eligendi atque placeat. Molestiae earum eum. Libero sit beatae. At a deserunt. Sint aperiam consequatur. Minima porro perfere

Slowly I begin the final metamorphosis. I must drive out my old self and let the universe in. The creatures will come creeping back—not as gods transmogrified, but as themselves. Beaked, furred, fanged, tusked, clawed, hooved, snouted, they will settle in us, re-entering their old lives deep in our consciousness. And after them, the plants, also themselves.

Related Characters: Ovid (speaker), The Child
Related Symbols: The True Language, The Gods, The River Ister
Page Number and Citation: 96
Explanation and Analysis:
As Ovid spends time with the Child and begins to grasp the “true language” that unites human beings with nature, he feels that he is on the edge of rejoining the universe and recognizing the interconnectedness of all things. Ovid’s conscious decision to chase after the true language and let go of his sense of self represents the first stage of his final transformation. Significantly, Ovid establishes in this statement that the gods, whom he has been resisting and thinking about for the entire story, are not gods in the divine sense, but represent a transcendent understanding of nature. The Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possimus quo. Non inventore in. Eligendi atque placeat. Molestiae earum eum. Libero sit beatae. At a deserunt. Sint aperi

Chapter 4 Quotes

What else should life be but a continual series of beginnings, of painful setting out into the unknown, pushing off from the edges of consciousness into the mystery of what we have not yet become […] What else is death but the refusal any longer to grow and suffer change?

Related Characters: Ovid (speaker), The Child
Related Symbols: The Gods, The River Ister
Page Number and Citation: 135-136
Explanation and Analysis:
After Ovid and the Child flee the village together, they make their way toward the River Ister to cross into the unknown territory in the north. Rather than mourn the loss of his second home, Ovid sees their flight as the opportunity to grow through suffering yet again. His reflection suggests that growth and change, through hardship, is the essential meaning of life; foregoing change is akin to dying. Significantly, this suggests that Ovid’s life in Rome, in which he did not change but rested in comfort for decades, constituted a form of early death. He lived and indulged in Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem

Chapter 5 Quotes

From here I ascend, or lower myself, grain by grain, into the hands of the gods.

Related Characters: Ovid (speaker)
Related Symbols: The True Language, The Gods
Page Number and Citation: 150
Explanation and Analysis:
Ovid knows he is dying, that he has already taken his last steps. Ovid’s statement that he both “ascends” and “lower[s]” himself ironically suggests that he achieves transcendence by dissolving into the ground. As his body decomposes, he will feed back into the ecosystem, into nature, and live on in all the organisms that repurpose his matter. By doing so, Ovid reflects that he gives himself back to the gods, reiterating that he considers the universe to be its own form of transcendent entity. Ovid’s willingness to give himself up to the gods signifies the end of his lifelong skepticism. Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae vo