Future Home of the Living God
by Louise Erdrich

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Future Home of the Living God Quotes

I promise you this: I’ll be a good mother even though I’ve fucked up everything so far.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 462
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Cedar is walking into the hospital for an ultrasound, having gotten pregnant from a one-night stand. In spite of this fact, she eagerly awaits her appointment, hoping to be the best mother she can. This quote epitomizes Cedar’s orientation towards the future at the beginning of the story. She addresses her unborn baby in the second person, contextualizing the present moment in the context of a life that hasn’t begun yet. This demonstrates both her excitement for the baby to arrive and her eagerness to leave the past behind her. Her sentiment that she will be able Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Und

The room yawns open. I have the sensation that time has shifted, that we are in a directionless flow, as if this one room in the hospital has suddenly opened out onto the universe.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 464
Explanation and Analysis:
In this moment, Cedar has just asked the doctor about the gender of her baby—but he is curiously silent. As Cedar looks at the image of her baby’s heart, she has the peculiar feeling that the hospital has “opened.” Prior to this moment, Cedar had been feeling isolated in the hospital, noticing that all the other patients had loved ones accompanying them to their ultrasounds, while Cedar is all alone. It’s telling that at the moment of seeing her baby’s heart, she develops a deeper sense of interconnectedness, connecting her to the whole “universe” and “opening” a door to a Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta imped

I ignore the awful prickling in my throat, the reaction to the second time she said nobody.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker), Mary Potts Almost Senior (“Sweetie”)
Page Number and Citation: 468
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Cedar is on the phone with her birth mother, Mary Potts Almost Senior. It is the first time the two are ever speaking to each other, and yet Mary Potts Almost Senior has flippantly referred to Cedar as “nobody” to someone in the background. Although Cedar has, until this point in the story, maintained an indifferent front regarding her relationship to her birth family, her sensitivity at being called “nobody” reveals a deep emotional wound and residual feelings of abandonment. Cedar may act emotionally detached from her birth family, but this quote demonstrates that she still nurses Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaqu

Later, I am about to leave the house, but then, my childhood training takes over.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker), Sera Songmaker, Alan Songmaker
Page Number and Citation: 469
Explanation and Analysis:
Here, Cedar is leaving her adoptive parents’ house to go and meet her birth mother for the first time. Although she hasn’t spoken with Alan or Sera about her plans, and although she’s an adult, she feels obliged to leave them a note explaining her whereabouts due to “childhood instinct.” That Cedar refers to herself as a “child” draws attention. Not only is she already a grown adult, she is about to become a mother, thereby officially ending the childhood phase of life. This moment reflects Erdrich’s complex treatment of themes of growth and maturity—it is clear that both things Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occ

Always, on four-lane highways, I have this peculiar sensation, as though I am going backwards and forwards at the same time. The future could be pouring into the past, and it would be like this, my car, the connecting bottleneck.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 469
Explanation and Analysis:
In this moment, Cedar is on the highway driving to the reservation where her birth mother lives to meet her for the first time. This quote perfectly epitomizes the treatment of time in the story. Cedar needs to visit her birth mother in order to learn about any inherited genetic diseases that run in the family that might affect her baby. Therefore, in order to create the future—to have her baby and be a good mother—she must confront a part of her past that she has never had to engage with before. The analogy, then, that the future and the Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Molliti

Church billboards. ENDTIME AT LAST! GET READY TO RAPTURE! In one enormous, empty field stretching to the sky a sign is planted that reads FUTURE HOME OF THE LIVING GOD.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 469
Explanation and Analysis:
Here, Cedar is still on the highway, and is observing the evangelical billboards along the way as she drives to her birth mother’s house. These are significant because it is from this passage that the title of the story comes: “Future Home of the Living God.” The signs, like Cedar’s thinking at the beginning of the story, demonstrate an eagerness for a future event—for Cedar, this is her pregnancy, whereas the billboards reference the rapture, the Christian belief that all believers will ascend to heaven in the end times. In both cases, people are looking forward to a future event Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Ac

“Just looking at Little Mary I can tell what a good mother you would be.”

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker), Little Mary, Mary Potts Almost Senior (“Sweetie”)
Page Number and Citation: 474
Explanation and Analysis:
In this moment, Cedar is in Mary Potts Almost Senior’s home and has just met her half-sister, Little Mary, who clearly abuses drugs. Because Little Mary was raised by Cedar’s biological mother, she functions as a sort of foil for Cedar. Had Cedar been born into the family, she may have turned out like Little Mary who seems to be worse off than Cedar, who isn’t the most well-adjusted character herself, either. This moment of comparison provokes in Cedar a feeling of nostalgia for her adoptive parents, which is the first time in the story that she’s expressed desire to Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor

From the picture window of the house, I can see them in the driveway, all together now, gesturing and talking, a phantasmagoria of parents […] I am at the center of some sort of vortex. I go dizzy.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker), Alan Songmaker, Sera Songmaker, Mary Potts Almost Senior (“Sweetie”)
Page Number and Citation: 478
Explanation and Analysis:
Here, Cedar realizes that her adoptive parents, Alan and Sera, have arrived at her birth mother’s home. This moment represent a marked difference from her position at the beginning of the story, when she admitted to being isolated not only from her birth mother but also from Alan and Sera. At this moment, Cedar is literally surrounded by parents, and because of this she recognizes the inevitability of living interconnectedly with her family. The idea that she is at the center of some sort of “vortex” implies that she is almost like a magnet attracting all of these family members Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecat

I look down. At my feet there is a box of black Hefty steel sacks, no doubt placed there by Sweetie as a subtle hint. I bend over, put my pack and computer where I hope I’ll find them again, and pull the first plastic bag from the box.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker), Little Mary, Mary Potts Almost Senior (“Sweetie”)
Related Symbols: Little Mary’s Messy Room
Page Number and Citation: 479
Explanation and Analysis:
This moment exemplifies Cedar’s change in heart with regards to her relationship with her family. While earlier in the story, Cedar refused when Little Mary asked her to help clean up her filthy room, in this moment Cedar accepts the monumental task of sorting through all of the junk on the floor. The mention of Mary Potts Almost Senior serves to emphasize the fact that Cedar is able to help Little Mary in ways that her own mother is not. Where Mary Potts Almost Senior has only been able to hint at cleaning, Cedar is able to get Little Mary Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis.

I have accidentally tampered with and entered some huge place. I do not know what giant lives in this fast and future home.

Related Characters: Cedar Hawk Songmaker (speaker), Little Mary
Page Number and Citation: 481
Explanation and Analysis:
In this moment at the very end of the story, Cedar is hugging her sister, Little Mary, and crying. She is in shock at her family situation having shifted so quickly. At the beginning of the day, she was alone in the hospital, disappointed at not having anyone with her, and now she is surrounded by all of her parents, hugging a sister she had never met before. There are many passages in the story that relate to an opening up of space, and this one represents the culmination of that theme. The interconnectedness Cedar has entered into over the Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum v
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