William Quotes in The Weight of Water
Part 1 Quotes
In the changing room
I check myself in the mirror.
I want to be sure
I look normal.
I do not:
I am sharp cornered,
Like a piece of Swedish
Self-assembly furniture
Gone wrong.
I am all lines,
No curves.
My fingers and toes are too long.
My noise is pointy, my bottom flat.
When did this happen?
William leads me to a corner of the playground.
I pat down my hair and flatten out my skirt
Expecting to be kissed.
But when we get there it’s crowded
And smoky and William doesn’t kiss me.
He doesn’t move any closer at all.
Marie and Clair are there.
They run their hands through their hair,
Reminding me I’m missing something.
William pulls a pack of cigarettes from
His blazer pocket and holds it out to me.
I’ve no choice with the girls gazing and grinning.
When I inhale it’s like breathing in dirt,
The kind Mama shakes out of the rug.
William smiles, takes the cigarette from me,
Inhales, swallows, licks his lips.
Then he blows the smoke out through his nose
Like a shaman, and I am bewitched.
When I looked at William
I saw a swimmer.
Now I see a smoker.
And it doesn’t matter.
Part 2 Quotes
One Kasienka is Mama’s girl—
The Kasienka who chews quietly
And sleeps with a teddy bear in her arms.
She is muted and hidden and
Wants nothing more than to run to Tata—
To form a real family again.
Another Kasienka is Tata’s pilgrim,
The tight-lipped teenage Kasienka.
She is frightening and moody.
She is also William’s Cassie,
Shy eyed and broad backed—
A swimmer, but a girl before anything else:
A girlfriend with a mouth and breasts.
Cassie belongs to Clair too,
She smells of cabbage and fear.
[…]
If only I knew Kasienka’s Kasienka […]



