Breaking Night
by Liz Murray
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Liz Murray grows up in extreme poverty. Often, she has no idea when her next meal is going to come, or where she’s going to sleep. Poverty shapes her behavior and her character in many ways, and over the course of her memoir, Liz discusses the influence that extreme poverty has had on her life. At the same time, she acknowledges that different people respond to poverty differently and, furthermore, that she’s an outlier in many respects.

One of the more noticeable effects that poverty has on Liz’s life is to force her to act spontaneously and take risks. Without reliable parents, reliable sources of food, or even reliable knowledge of where she’s going to stay at night, Liz often finds herself in a desperate position. Because she needs food and shelter, she’s sometimes forced to break the law or do somewhat ethically questionable things. For example, she shoplifts from grocery stores on more than one occasion. She also learns how to “guilt” drivers into giving her money, pumping their gas for them without asking, and then standing by their cars until they pay her something. At other times, she’s forced to rely too heavily on (or sometimes, by her own admission, take advantage of) other people’s generosity, sleeping on their couches and accepting their food for a far longer time than even she feels comfortable with. There’s a famous philosophical problem about whether it’s right for a starving person to steal a loaf of bread. Liz is that starving person: even at a young age, she senses that she’s doing something wrong by shoplifting, but her need for food—a product of her extreme poverty—wins out. Put another way, her own moral compass, and the risk of being arrested for her actions, are trivial concerns in comparison to the need to survive. In a similar sense, Breaking Night takes a compassionate view of crime, suggesting that in many cases, it’s motivated by genuine need rather than malice.

Poverty also has a subtler, more abstract influence on Liz’s personality. From an early age, it trains her to be self-controlled and at times emotionally detached. As Liz explains, she quickly learns not to expect food every day, even if her parents have promised it to her. She’s so used to disappointments, and going hungry as a result, that she learns to expect nothing—this way, any food, shelter, or kindness from her family will come as a pleasant surprise. It’s illuminating to contrast Liz’s behavior with that of her older sister, Lisa Murray, who briefly lived in a wealthy foster home before returning to her biological parents. Even a few months spent outside of poverty, Liz suggests, are enough to make a lasting impact on her sister’s personality. In situations where Liz is calm, Lisa is often furious: as Liz puts it, she raises a fuss when she doesn’t receive what she believes is due to her. Liz further suggests that Lisa, having lived in a house where there’s always plenty of food (i.e., beyond the grips of poverty), is wounded by short-term setbacks in a way that Liz, never having experienced anything better, is not. The experience of receiving abundant food, shelter, and love creates the expectation of more food, shelter, and love, and discourages the hard work that’s sometimes necessary to earn those things oneself. Of course, in an ideal world those things should be expected, and children shouldn’t have to work hard to receive basic necessities—but a life of poverty is the reality for Liz and many others like her.

Somewhat counterintuitively, Liz suggests that her calmness and self-control—brought on by poverty—actually encourage her to escape from poverty rather than simply accepting it. Liz grows up understanding how to swallow her pride and accept what she’s given. But she also seems to be born with an innate ambition to succeed. When put together, these two qualities prove to be an effective combination. Because she knows how to move past adversity, she’s adept at staying focused on her long-term goals: finding employment, completing high school, and going to an elite college.

It’s worth emphasizing that Liz never suggests that this is everyone’s experience with poverty. She speaks for herself, but for the most part doesn’t presume to say how poverty has shaped others—put another way, she’s writing a memoir, not a treatise on the psychology of poverty. However, Liz does acknowledge that, in some cases, poverty renders other people incapable of focusing on any long-term goals: living day-to-day is all they can afford to do. (And this isn’t simply because Liz is more talented or superior to her peers in any way. Rather, it’s because Liz has different ambitions and ideas of happiness—for example, getting accepted to Harvard.) Ultimately, Breaking Night’s portrayal of poverty is limited in scope but still incisive: it shows how one person, Liz herself, rises to the challenges of poverty by learning to be hard-working and self-controlled, achieving her goals in the process.

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Poverty Quotes in Breaking Night

Below you will find the important quotes in Breaking Night related to the theme of Poverty.

Prologue Quotes

I force my thoughts to fade until the details of her face blur. I need to push them away if I am ever to get some sleep. I need sleep; it will be only a few more hours before I'm outside on the street again, with nowhere to go.

Related Characters: Elizabeth “Liz” Murray (speaker), Ma / Jean Murray
Related Symbols: The Photograph of Ma
Page Number and Citation: 2
Explanation and Analysis:
In the Prologue, Liz Murray conveys the “rhythm” of her life at the age of seventeen. She goes to high school at the Humanities Preparatory Academy, but doesn’t come home—because, in fact, she has no home to return to. Instead, Liz spends nights at her friends’ houses, sleeping in bathtubs, on floors, or on couches. Remarkably, she manages to juggle a full high school schedule along with the challenges of finding a place to sleep and enough food to survive. But the passage doesn’t just touch on the logistical challenges of being a homeless high school student. It also conveys Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus poss

Chapter 1 Quotes

Lisa and I dined on Happy Meals in front of the black-and-white TV, to the sound of spoons clanking on the nearby table, chairs being pulled in—and those elongated moments of silence when we knew what they were concentrating on. Daddy had to do it for Ma because with her bad eyesight she could never find a vein.

Related Characters: Elizabeth “Liz” Murray (speaker), Ma / Jean Murray, Lisa Murray, Daddy / Peter Finnerty
Page Number and Citation: 18
Explanation and Analysis:
In this disturbing passage, Liz describes what it was like to witness her parents doing drugs while she was still a young child. Liz and her sister would eat their food (paid for with government relief money, most of which went to drugs for Daddy and Ma) while their parents would shoot up. Though Liz didn’t know what, precisely, her parents were doing, she was perceptive enough to grasp some of the details: they’d heat up a spoon (dissolving the drugs), inject the drugs into their veins, and then sit back and wait for the drugs to take effect. Liz Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusa

Chapter 2 Quotes

I told Ma all but one detail—the fact that I knew it was wrong. I knew that all I had to do to end it was to call out for her. But I didn't, because Ron made things better for Ma, for Lisa and me. I didn't want to ruin that, so I failed to call out.

Related Characters: Elizabeth “Liz” Murray (speaker), Ma / Jean Murray, Ron, Lisa Murray
Page Number and Citation: 69
Explanation and Analysis:
In this disturbing passage, Liz reveals that she has been molested by a friend of Ma’s named Ron. Ron provides Ma with drugs, and also gives Liz and her sister Lisa candy and a place to sleep. But when Liz and Lisa are alone in his house, Ron forces the children to show him their genitalia, and even physically assaults them. Liz finally reveals the horrifying truth to her mother, but she leaves out one crucial piece of information: Liz knew the abuse was wrong, but she kept quiet about it because she wanted to preserve the good relationship between Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possimus quo. Non inventore in. Eligendi atque placeat. Molestiae earum eum. Libero sit beatae. A

Chapter 3 Quotes

Though he wasn't my friend, I admired how Kevin had found a way to do things on his own, how he looked at not having money—a situation that most people would see as fixed—as something he could overcome. What else wasn't set in stone? I wondered what other opportunities were out there for me.

Related Characters: Elizabeth “Liz” Murray (speaker), Kevin
Page Number and Citation: 88
Explanation and Analysis:
As an adolescent, Liz spends lots of time out of the house. Even during the week, she skips school and wanders through the South Bronx (even though at the time it’s one of the most dangerous neighborhoods in New York City, and in fact the whole country). During her time away from home and school, however, Liz learns some valuable skills. With the help of a friend-of-a-friend, Kevin, she learns how to make some money for herself. Kevin shows her how to pump gas at gas stations. More importantly, he shows her how to “guilt” passersby into giving her a Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas d

There were countless times I still gave Ma my tips from packing bags or the dollars taped inside my birthday cards sent from Long Island. It hit me then, like a hammer to my chest, that maybe I'd driven her crazy and paid for the needle that infected her with AIDS, too.
"Idiot," I said out loud. "Moron."
I hurled a pillow across the room, smashing the pieces of my diorama. The Popsicle stick fence, still glued together, clacked onto the floor, snapping in half.

Related Characters: Elizabeth “Liz” Murray (speaker), Ma / Jean Murray
Page Number and Citation: 107
Explanation and Analysis:
In this emotional scene, Liz learns that her mother has been diagnosed with AIDS. In the early 1990s, AIDS was an even more terrifying disease than it is today: the medical community knew very little about what caused it, let alone how to treat it. Outside the medical community, there were many misconceptions about how AIDS was spread. In the absence of good, scientific information, people reacted to the AIDS epidemic with fear, anger, and self-loathing. In this passage, Liz exhibits all these emotions. Irrationally, she blames herself for her mother’s infection, even blaming herself for funding her mother’s drug Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possimus quo. Non inventore in. Eligendi atque placeat. Molestiae earum eum. Libero sit beatae. At a deserunt. Sint aper

Chapter 5 Quotes

"Liz, shut up," she answered. "You know I love your white ass, don't even sweat it."

Related Characters: Samantha / Sam (speaker), Elizabeth “Liz” Murray
Page Number and Citation: 161
Explanation and Analysis:
In the previous passage, Liz offers emotional support to her close friend, Sam. In this passage, Sam returns the favor. Liz has taken Sam to her former apartment (where Daddy now lives alone), thinking that she’ll be able to pick up some of her old things. Liz is very nervous about taking her friend to her old home, because she’s embarrassed about having lived in such an ugly, derelict place. Sam, sensing that Liz is nervous, tells Liz that she’ll love her no matter what. Sam’s words establish one of the most important themes in the book: Liz should be Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Comm

Chapter 10 Quotes

Turns out people could just vanish. I couldn't help but sit there and think about the woman who'd been murdered a few feet from my room. How had she gotten there, in a seedy motel room with a violent man who claimed he loved her? And was I really any different?

Related Characters: Elizabeth “Liz” Murray (speaker), Carlos Marcano
Page Number and Citation: 238
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Liz is staying in a motel, far from the center of New York City. She’s entirely dependent on Carlos Marcano, her boyfriend: because she doesn’t have a car, or even money of her own, she has no convenient way of leaving the motel, which is located by the freeway. Liz then learns that a woman has been murdered just outside her motel room. She finds herself wondering about this woman’s life, and puts herself in the woman’s shoes. This proves to be an important, if harrowing exercise: Liz comes to realize that she too could end up Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omn

Chapter 11 Quotes

Covertly, I zipped open my book bag—full of dingy clothes and the wad of rubber-banded hundred-dollar bills I'd saved up over the summer—and I began stuffing muffins, bagels, bananas, and oranges into my bag. I threw in a whole loaf of bread, too. Why not? These things would be mine to keep.

Related Characters: Elizabeth “Liz” Murray (speaker)
Page Number and Citation: 278
Explanation and Analysis:
In this passage, Liz goes to a sleepover at a friend’s house. The friend’s name is Ken, and Liz meets him at her summer job, which involves canvassing for political causes around New York. Liz is attracted to Ken, but she’s also intimidated by him: he’s older than she, and comes from a wealthier family. Indeed, life for Ken and his friends is different from Liz’s life in almost every way. Ken has kind, dedicated parents, and he’s used to receiving abundant food, love, and attention—the very things that Liz has lacked for most of her life. During the sleepover, Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possimus quo. Non inventore in.

Epilogue Quotes

"Lizzy, I left any dreams behind a long time ago, but I know now that they are safe with you. Thank you for making us a family again."

Related Characters: Daddy / Peter Finnerty (speaker), Elizabeth “Liz” Murray
Page Number and Citation: 326
Explanation and Analysis:
In the Epilogue, Liz discusses her life since being accepted to Harvard University. During her time at Harvard (from which she graduates in 2009), Liz gets a visit from Lisa and Daddy. At the end of the visit, Daddy leaves Liz a note, in which he thanks Liz for keeping his dreams “safe.” One way to interpret this would be to say that Liz has accomplished all the things that Daddy himself one dreamed of. Daddy was once a successful college student, and, briefly, a graduate student. But he dropped out to become a drug dealer—a decision that arguably ruined Dolorem et quae. Exercitationem non aut. Eveniet dolor non. Incidunt dolores sunt. Ad dolor at. Quia aperiam eligendi. Ut veniam voluptatem. Aperiam consequuntur mollitia. Provident expedita delectus. Occaecati ea suscipit. Optio ut iste. Voluptas aut occaecati. Accusantium recusandae voluptates. Explicabo minus tempore. Nostrum dolor asperiores. Ut aliquam officiis. Unde enim nesciunt. Commodi necessitatibus voluptas. Accusamus eaque omnis. Velit eaque error. Possimus corrupti soluta. Qui aut a. Rerum voluptas debitis. Voluptatem accusantium est. Mollitia eaque ipsa. Perferendis consectetur et. Dicta impedit ut. Ducimus possimus quo. Non inventore in. Eligendi atque placeat. Molestiae earum eum. Libero sit beatae. At a deserunt. Sint aperiam consequatur. Minima porro perferendis. Sit neque odit. Tenetur qui dignissimos. Qui et