What Was She Thinking?: Notes on a Scandal

by Zoë Heller

What Was She Thinking?: Notes on a Scandal: Chapter 17 Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
Forty-eight hours later, Sheba is still refusing to speak to Barbara, or even to be in the same room as her. Meanwhile, Barbara is feverishly cleaning the house in preparation for Eddie’s return. Fortunately, Mrs. Taylor is going to France for a month, and she has reluctantly allowed Barbara and Sheba to stay in her house. As Barbara gets ready for the trip, she worries that Sheba will not allow her to join. But if Sheba refuses, “who will do the shopping and cook her meals?” Barbara wonders. She is not sure she can “bear” living alone again.
As Sheba spirals out of control, Barbara takes on an increasingly maternal role and set of duties. But as Barbara furiously cooks and cleans, it becomes evident just how much this proto motherhood is born of Barbara’s own terrible fear of being alone once more.
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