Once again, Marcher (unintentionally) proves that his experience isn’t a unique one, as he assumes that his fate won’t come after May dies—thus confirming that she’s part of his fate and is having the same experience as him. Marcher also expands on his ideas about failure. Not only does he think a mundane life is a failure, but he thinks that horrific fates would make him successful. By normal logic, bankruptcy
is failure. But Marcher’s logic is backwards, as he thinks that bankruptcy would make him successful, solely because it would prove that his fate is real. Again, it makes sense that Marcher is frightened by the possibility that no fate is coming—he’s spent his life conveniently believing he had no control over his circumstances, and if that proved false, he would have to re-evaluate all his choices.