This passage marks another character shift, because for the first time, Marcher toys with the idea of telling the public his secret and ending his isolation. Admittedly, he only considers doing so because his fate has come and gone—and he also quickly dismisses the idea, so it’s not a
huge shift in character. Moreover, he dismisses it because he once again believes that other people wouldn’t understand his unique experience, even though he’s already grappled with the possibility that it
wasn’t unique, and even though May understood it from the start. Still, the fact that Marcher wants to connect with others the way he connected with May is significant. But while Marcher claims to accept that his fate is over, he continues to imagine it as a violent beast, implying that he’s still anticipating an attack—as are readers, since it’s still not clear what Marcher’s fate was.