Lizet isn’t sure what she wants Ethan to think of her—she doesn’t want him to assume that she’s poor and in need of financial aid, but she also doesn’t want him to think she’s haughty, snobby, and rich. She is so used to being judged by everyone else on campus that she is attempting to fit herself into neat, tidy boxes—but as she wavers between who she actually is and who she wants to be, she realizes she should have been true to herself all along.